Hello, my name is Frances

June Blume Updates !

2009-07-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

So its summer and been supper busy so i decide to just do monthly updates till summer ends. :] saygoodbye middle school and hello miss freshman at whs! :]
So basically summers been great so far. Im still learning little mistakes and maybe some big ones but theyre progressing. hmm...i think pictures will do the job about these updates :]

first week of summer: i went to disneyland with yvette! :] haha

hung out with the bestfwend. which i may remind you now that we dont even talk anymore cuz he told me to get outta his life which i have NO idea why :/

hung out with this chick ahahha fun day :]

Boyfriend?! were doing great went through sooo much but were still here keeping it up right baybessh? ofcourse. :]love you! Going to the beach tomorrow with KHSOUIN! :]

Bestprend? weve actually kinda stopped talking but were close still i guess haha we still talk here and there. and yesterday was her bday which was pretty fun :]

Fliptards! were still staying strong as a rock :] and krystal and i really miss danielle but were still here together. but hopefully we can hang out soon.

JUNE.
Is good kinda had my ups and downs but still yaknow learning. :]
soo uch plans for this summer but anyways time for next months updates.
for them parties and ladida :] okay byee! :]
nights!

Promotion Dance!

2009-05-29T23:11:00.001-07:00

Waiting for this night FOREVER! OMGulay! here are just some pics cuz im really TIRED. but theres gunna be more :]

Went to cue the end! :D

OKAY mister bestfriend now you say that you like me i dont know what the hell is your problem i cant fall fer you again and i know that your not asking me to but it works everytime though. well yeauh idk what to say to this but all in all good night with you thanks for paying for like half the pics and so on :] ill miss you next year and you better like mah brownies for next week >:] ilaaahyooh bestfrrieend.

re:late night post

2009-05-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

so i dont know whats going on with your head but furreal now!? you give me a second chance and now your saying you dont know what to do?! well ill help you out...JAYVIN MARAMBA ITS OVER :] there! is that better for you? i made things easier for you! you should be happy. As much to make you happier and have a better life just leave me outta it because thats whats holding you back to a better life. ill do as much as i can to be outta your life. as much as i love you ill let you go. i love you SOO much that i asked for you back. but if that chance is just isnt gunna last then your not really worth then huh? you say your love will never change but what are you doing right now? changing babe. your changing your love. and have my love changed? to be honest YES it has. and im sorry if that hurts you a lot but it has. from the first day. it GREW bigger babe. Ever since monday. since you broke up with me and i asked you back. thats when i realized im gunna need you more than i needed to. But since your having second thoughts when you should NEVER have in a relationship then ill just end it. Bye my love. <3

For my day today. just sooo stressed. you dont even understand. But whatever. I dont really care anymore as i used to im just gunna let whatever happens. Bleh. Damn so dance bout to come and i think mah sister bailed out on me to do me and krystals make up so im asking my cousin :] which she can prolly do! so thats taken care of and SHOES anyone wanna come with me right now and get some?! i wish. imma get em tomorrow i HOPE. &mah hair boyfriend well ex now cant do it no more cuz hes going to his sister talent show which i totally understand sooo maybe krystal will proudly be able to do it? and my date. Bestfriend?! can you even go?! :[ and thankyou thank you thankyou for the brownies x] those were the best! im gunna misssh you sooo much! hope you got the right color haha :] all in all. okay day.
Promotion dance? ;]
BESTFRIEND=date baybeh<3
NIGHTS!

One Sweet Day.

2009-05-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

Sup wid it?! This weekend was DRAMA! but ill just put that aside and talk about today.
Damn woke up late. Crashed at yvettes since sunday and just got home. He came went swimming. :] Pics are worth a 1000 words sooo lets just post em yeauh? alrights :]

YEAUH im soo glad that your outta my life. You have taught me so much in life and thankyou thank you for saying that you dont love me. That just takes a lot of weight off my chest. :] Maybe next time when your all fixed up and actually KNOW how to use your words CORRECTLY then we can talk :] but fer right now just take a look back into that passed and member what me and you had went through.

Thank God for today. i really need it.
late night talks with the baby. Nights!

mr.mingo

2009-05-24T14:06:00.001-07:00

let me just start off with this blog is just for you! :] But its gunna be short. Alrights i guess i just thought wrong about everything. I didnt mean to start anything with you. Everything was perfectly fine before but i guess everything changes when you meet the person you used to love. But i didnt mean to just barge into your life again and im sorry. Im just sorry for everything. I think i loved it way better the way it was before. We can make taht happen again right? Well yeauh i just wanted to say sorry. I dont know what to say i was just really confused and i really wanted to be your girl at one point but whatever happened to us? Would you like to answer these lovely questions? Well yeauh im sorry ill be outta your life in a jippy :P and maybe we would just randomly meet again. That would be nice. I will ALWAYS love you <3

love always,
frances roldan

For the First time in my life <3

2009-05-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

i am so happy! you have no idea.
it was kinda an up and down day for me but one part of my day just made my life just completely CHANGE. I met mr.jacobdomingo for the FIRST time in my life! OMGulay! i know rights?! yeauh it was totally unexpected and last minute plans once again! but seriously man i really was dying to meet you for like ever! You seriously make me the most happiest person ever well just today haha. but now your just not talking to me -__- but its whatever. yaknow...its cools haha. Yeauh but i was thinking to myself that it was kinda wrong yaknow? to like do that to my boyfriend. dont ya think? but yeauh i really feel guilty now. Its okay i still love you :]

Anywho! Great day. damn more like BEST DAY! AUGH! hahahah but yeauh...tryna talk things out with jayvin kinda killed it no offense but yeauh its all goods though. still love him more than anyone in the world except jesus ofcourse and family :] But other than that OH and bestfriends but yeauh its all good.

This is just a short one just wanted to point that this was the highlight of my night.
NIGHTS! :]

Family Occasions &the updates

2009-05-16T22:56:00.002-07:00

So i think im gunna just blog on how my week went because i said so? haha alrights well lets start of with today. I missed my family! and im soo happy that i saw them today. im going through REALLY tough stuff right now. But yeauh im okay. We went swimming and i got sunburned on my face :[ *kawawa face. Lamesauce rights? Well yeauh whatever. Then i got my promo dress :] from my sister lol but yeauh it was her winter formal dress and my FAVORITE color too :] TEALish homiee! Well yeauh then hung out with the family just like i sed. OMGulay for some reason i woke up at SIX in the morning beckause the sun was out EARLY i was like wth?! haha but yeauh it was shining bright and i thought it was ten already fell back to sleep but couldnt oh wells. Its okay. Damn i miss my mom :[ she went to europe. PARTY AT MY HOUSE! haha joke lang.

WEEKLY UPDATES

Monday:frayvin day ;] (on youtube)
Tuesday: Ditched school and went to my sisters senior project thang a lang. Fun day :]
Wednesday: dance as usual and ladida(on youtube)
Thursday:dont remember. late start lol
friday: WHS!!! :] damn fun day :] Day number 15 up on youchoob SOON. :]

vent session?

DAMN! i never talked to you in FOREVER. you sent me chain letters about friendship about sex lol but yeauh and mostly....you send me a text "hey,i miss you" and that just made my day having a lovely random txt from you :] i really miss you foo. We needa hang especially get you that panda express i owe you lol We should just sit down and talk NON-stop. lets see how that thang goes :P &plus you still owe me a song ;] (from the SUMMER) yeauh almost a YEAR that you owe me a song :[ But yeauh i will be looking forward to it hahaha. But yeuah ill prolly make a video with someone and add a lil bit of you in it :] FASHO.

so why did you have to just talk to her. Now she just thinks that i have to man the fauck up and shit but seriously i didnt even tell you to do SHIIT. so whatever. That was all you i can handle shit myself. Seriously please just let me learn from my mistakes. You tell her what YOU think shes doing wrong and ill do the same as she does for me. But why should that matter since shes outta my life. i may miss her but DOODE just let ME handle MY problems MYSELF! please? ill talk to her when im ready got it?Thanks.

&for this lady im talking about no TO but about. ill talk to you when im ready and im not ready quite yet. im just gunna wait see how things settle in first then if i REALLY need someone like you in my life then ill talk but fer now im good and obviously you are too. latahs.

Do you really have to make me all teary in the car? :[ "you came here to the U.S knowing your family and loving them" i really love them as much as i can say and i really am thankful god had me into that family even though we arent blood but to us were FAMILY no matter what right? Fer right now not knowing my real dad im glad to call your dad DAD because hes been my dad since i was born. BTW it would mean a lot if you guys come on june 4 :] and since my MOM wont pay fer lunch DAD is :] so thats one good thang :D

All in all. good day.
NIGHTS!

unexpected double date

2009-05-09T22:05:00.000-07:00

Yeauh....basically this was the most randomist last minute day i ever had.
YaSee my original plan was to go to yvettes house and sleepover.
but then jayvin wanted me to go to the mall so i went to the mall and i was supposed to go there after.
Then yvette calls then says that she wants me to go to this party with her at 7 but i couldnt make it at seven :/ so i just decided not to go. Then i remembered kirsten was at the mall. Then my cousin seys that shes gunna come to the mall cuz i was there so she comes and i decided she was gunna be my ride and i was just gunna chill at her place. Then she wanted to leave early so i met up with michael and kirsten. :]
So i just tell her to leave cuz i can just go home with kirsten haha. Then we had the best times fo our LIVES!OH&ended up sleepover kirstens house :] WOOT WOOT!
thank you JKMF for everything <3 much loves.

Its great to know that yous mah bestfriend again :] haha. yeauh kinda miss those times. But anywho date was totally fun. Hung out played the ugly game got a ring that FITS! :D took our pics we needed to make up for from the last time. And yeuah....how bout you just watch this video :]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysOPPuI7SFw just copy and paste it ahha

Nights :]

Hello Pink Eye

2009-05-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

Oh man! Isnt that just GREAT?! i have pink eye :[ it really hurts. And i can barely right that much in this blog cause yeauh. im not wearing contacts or glasses cuz it just hurts even more so yeauh and eye drops dont help at all either. If your filipino i have a LOT of mutha :p its sooo NASTY! But yeauh :[ whatevers.

Today was pretty lame. This stupid pink eye but still went to school cuz it wasnt bad until i went there but whatevers its still good. Damn i had a test today and wasnt so great i was sooo out of it today. But whatever.
No plans on a friday night of course and hopefully im better :] because its SLEEPOVER at yvettes house. WOOT WOOT!im excited but yeauh whatevers shooots.

Okay BESTFRIEND! i keep posting about you! lmao but seriously! CHOOSE WHO YOU WANNA BE WITH! seriously. I mean that one girl you like dont like you back and you want a last kiss from her then youll get over her?! bestfriend thats not right. Thats just being a man whore. Set up goals for youself since you wanna change so bad yaknow? But im still here to be the bestfriend and play my part but if your not gunna take my advice anymore im just not gunna be there to give you advice no more. kaye?

Baby ko! gusto ko ikaw mag punta dito kase may saket ako. :[ miss miss kita den SHIIIET! but yeauh i cant see you tomorrow which im really sad about but yeauh i get to go shopping with you on MONDAY :] hahaha and my moms actually up for taking you home cuz she knows were taking her shopping. Thats the only reason why lmao. but yeauh its okay i still love her. Damn that means shes gunna have to go home early cuz we be shopping for a LONG time finding my damn dress and going shopping fer her and a lil shopping fer you baby. haha. Well yeauh. ill call you in a bit. all the fones are taken :[ and obviously your moms using the fone. BLEH. alrights.

Hopefully this month just gets better cuz right now its allergy season and it aint going so well :[

TOOTLES!
nights.

Happy Three Months

2009-05-07T21:55:00.000-07:00

Damn hahaha almost 100 days lmao.
almost there babe. NOT ! :p
anywhooo yeauh today was BLAH..

"you supposebly love yvette, like me, but wanna ask kristine to the dance?!"
then you dont love yvette no more
and supposebly you dont like me no more
so make up your damn mind. Im sorry im so mean but cmon! Please for me as a bestfriend just stick to ONE girl and go fer her unless she dont like you AT ALL! and thats when i come in. Ill be the one to be there to help you for the advice kaye?
but you gotta do me a favor and be the bestfrined too please? Thanks.

Hey boyprend. Thanks for coming and yourwelcome for taking you home hahaha. My mom i guess felt bad but im soo excited i get to see you saturday and monday !! woot woot! hahaha yeauh soooo im talking to you on aim and on the fone. So ill just yeuah hahaha. Had a great time love..

ANYWHO. so wth you think that just because were becoming closer to him you think hes coming to the dark side?! Lemmme make this clear to you! your the one with that lil stupid attitude of yours with your slutty friend and the ones who gossip bout everyone 24/7 i mean im not gunna lie everyone gossips but not as much as you SHOOTS. calm your asses down. Lets see what happens when we say something to your face. OH and the slut. Girl PLEASE. take off that fake bra and put on your real size. And try to stick with one guy maybe you wont be known as the slut no more. :] But thanks you took my old spot. hahaha but reality check girl it aint fun.

FUN DAY ! :]
Nights !

20 more days?!

2009-05-06T17:02:00.000-07:00

Yeauh thats right 20 more of them days till summer. Well not including weekends and that one day we get off but theres 20 and still no plans for the summer. Just DisneyLand with boyprend on June 5 :] and summer school! YAY how fun will that be -__- Its okay its math anyways. (fav. subject) !

Hey bestfriend! thanks for making me look like a total dumbass in front of everyone! Well not everyone but yaknow just mah buddies. But seriously i dont get why your like that. I thought maybe we can be like really close and cool without and problemos but im getting second thoughts. I mean i kinda dont like the way you act at times. Just like my friend seys "hes making his life so complicated" & its true bestie. Im not tryna be mean or anything but its true. Well im not telling you to change yourself up but you gotta realize what your doing to other people and maybe youll understand why all these people think that about you. Im still here for you buddy but just gotta open up your ears and listen and open thous gorgeous eyes of yours and see what your doing kaye? :]

Please please please calm down frances. I really do. i cant be mad anymore. Were going sooo good i cant stop that and its our 3 months tomorrow calm down who cares if hes there right? His brother only wants to see her lil sister. She has a boyfriend. But why am i feeling this way. I mean i love her and all like im cool with her but i dont know for some reason i KNOW she dosent like me &nd im not gunna keep acting stupid cuz i KNOW she dislikes me very bad and the only reason why shes oh so very nice to me is cuz me and that other chick were sooo cool but since were not anymore shes acting totally different. idontknow whats going on but im starting to be really disappointed in all of them for just pretending to be my friend which i really dont like i mean if you dont wanna be my friend then dont. Dont feel sorry i can take care of myself thank you very much.

i need to change. Not just cause this person told me to but for myself ive been saying to myself that i needa change but i really do. I have realized so much in the past months and i have been progressing but i just gotta push it a lil more. I needa stop with my little attitudes.(which i may remind you are getting better beckause no attitude to my mommy) I needa change up the whole easily jelous thang a lang because thats not gunna take me no where especially with me thing negative ALL THE TIME. I needa stop that b$. Anything else i should change?

Today though was FUN afterschool. But now that im home im kinda BLAH about this whole thing with you going to her house all by yourself ALL THE TIME. I know you guys are bestfriends but it kinda BUGS. you see her EVERY DAMN DAY! >:] Sorry im a b*tch but its true. Whatevers but yeauh i love how you ask teachers to say something in front of the camera and they ssay like a whole speech lmao shoots.

Well i just wanna thank all my buddies for being there from the whole start....Krisinte Salinas, Yvette Lozano,Jayvin Maramba, Danielle Foley,&nd Krystal Mendoza.(basically my TWILIGHT family)

Mothers Day children?
Promo?
Dance?
3 months?! :]

Latahs.

p.s its not my fault jacob! you just IM me at a bad time :] ily buddy! i never talk to you no more!! lets become B-F-F-S again. lol.

happy cinco de mayo!

2009-05-05T21:22:00.000-07:00

i say happy cinco de mayo to someone and it turns out liek this...

francesaywhat (9:00:42 PM): happy cinco de mayo
francesaywhat (9:00:43 PM): haha
jm31577 (9:00:52 PM): hahaha ok then u beaner

thanks hunn :] your so nice.
thank you thank you thank you! for coming today :] i really appreciate it. I missed you SOOOO MUCH! like no joke. I havent seen you for a week and a half and to us that like a month lmao. Which is kinda bad but whatever. i get to see you like 3 times today I HOPE! hahah so far its going good. But yeauh thanks for coming and doing my lovely alien body for me teehee.

CSTs today. My teacher let us listen to our mp3 and ds and text aslong as your quiet it was pretty legit i may say. But yeauh it was fun but at times boring.
Lunch today was pretty WOAH. hahaha i was one lil hyper fellah :p well yeauh. stuff happened. Video posted up soon on youchoob :]

I love how were all hypocrites in a way guys. Break it to ya but we all are. But sometimes i kinda hate it how your acting all fake. Seriously even everyone else agrees like cmon grow up already. Your taking this way to far and to immature. Whatever your life.

Baybeh girl i miss you! thanks for having my back on this whole thing. I mean everyone thinks its stupid that we should get over it and like what attitude?! hahaha but i guess shes the only one that thinks i have one. But whatever thanks for having my back i dont need a lot of friends to have the time of my life i just need the loyal ones that catch me when i fall and obviously once you get on her bad side she'll talk shit then you become all buddy buddy with her then shes all nice. like wth?! that aint cool at all. Furreal i think im learning from what shes doing and maybe noticing that i was liek taht once. But i guess she taught me a lot HA. Thanks ASHLEY for that. And Courtney ahhaha. This topic was confusing sooo i think only courtney will get it haha.

May so far you have came down to a great month :]

NIGHTS! :]

The First Of May

2009-05-03T19:40:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...last blog was for and about Ashley Inocencio. But that B$ is stupid and im over with it already. I honestly dont care anymore. Maybe a lil aha! But yeuah over it.

So wdup with mah new bestfriend. Yeauh your gunna think like WTH?! why frances?! why?! well i dont know. he seems to care. Ha dont get all sickened out now kaye? HAHA. Yes i may not trust him as much but hes still progressing onto the bestfriend list. I mean i do need a GUY bestfriend and hes the ONLY guy that actually cares and notices when somethings wrong and totally knows me but idontknow how or why. haha. So wanna see the guy?! okay...

yes Gabriel William Brown :]

Goodbye Bestfriend. hehe. Yes i have officially dropped a bestfriend that i no longer need in my life as much. She might as well just be the friend because all she does is ditch cancel lie and just leave me hanging and looks like she dont give a F*&^ bout my life. So she has her other bestfriend :] Take Care.

This weekend was fun :]

Music at the pointe.

Michelle Sleptover and we had a photoshoot.
Then yeauh tahts all :]
and im looking forward for tomorrow just hope that my detention dosent cause a bad day and i hope he dont be cancelling out on me again for the 32429856 time :[
OH. and i got my rubberbands back on! UGH. i hate Braces. but its all worth it right fellahs?

Nights :]

Thank You

2009-04-30T22:07:00.000-07:00

So i guess this is the end. &yourwelcome ashley. Best of luck and ill misshhh you! :] and kirsten didnt tell me to stop trying to talk to you she told me to try to become friends with you again because she misses the old times. wth? but okay sure. Anywho i dont know why i cant man the fuck up but i did today to actually talk to you thats a start right? i didnt get the whole testing thing btw.

What a DAY.

2009-04-30T21:09:00.002-07:00

Im not gunna come up to you any longer. Dont like me for who i am then that sucks for me. but your just bringing me down. I can change which i slowly am but you cant say im not cuz you dont know that.me immature?! im not the one thats saying all that shit to the public all im doing is keeping my thoughts and feelings to myself unless i need to vent to someone. but usually its someone i can trust. but at the sametime its hard to trust someone right now. &no thats not my reason why. its because i just wanna have my summer of my life and i dont want all this drama happening over the summer so im tryna get things outta the way now then later on when i dont need teard during the summer. Stop thinking things that arent even true. furreal all i wanted to do was to just be cool with you and you do all that shit and start shit like really now? im just tryna my best to be the bigger person and tryna work things out with you. be happy that im not gunna waiste my time on you no more. Take care. Once i "change" and fix myself up and people tell me im changing more then ill man the fuck up and talk to you about it. Got it?

We dont need no more fights. Even though its keeping us stronger im just tired of them. Its okay that you cancel out on us but i understand. I wish i can like go help you move but im sooo excited for you to move cuz your gunna be like walking distance! FINALLY! haha. and this summer its the summer of love baybeh. ;] We goo swim in yo pool! shiiieet. lmao. well yeauh iloveyou. No more fighting kaye?

23 more days till promo?
NIGHTS :]

Mah Heroes

2009-04-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...i got nothing to say about this soooo imma just put my lovely heroes that i did during CSTs teehee.

God: #1 hero&always will died for me&everything. He gave me life. he set out a plan for me and all i gotta do is live with it because i know what has coming for me next will be something better.

Mother: She was the one who gave me birth. haha. Shes always there for me when i needed her and now its my turn to be there for her. i know were going through a lot with money and tough times but im always gunna be here no matter what. Even when i start driving and living with jayvin. (justkidding) ill still be here for you :] iloveyou.

Kirsten Gavina: My ~~bestfriend~~. No my SISTER. Even though we just became bestfriends a couple months ago we were still friends before. Even though we fight and have out tears i know were still there for eachother. We stopped talking for a while but were back on track. This gal is basically the one you can have fun with tell anything to and be weird around and she would just be weird with you.

Yvette Lozano: This chick meng. I dont know what to say about her lmao jk ily yvette deng man weve been through sooo much since like the sixth grade then whatever in seventh. and now were like chocolate&vanilla stuck together lol. I always have fun with her no matter where we go we always have something to laugh about the next day. Shes someone i can like vent to about my stupid lil boy problems haha. But lately i have NONE. I know we'll always fight atleast like once but its okay we'll get over it&make up again hahaha but im always here for this girl. shes like my mexican sister lmao justkidding shes a bestfriend <3

Kristine Salinas: Hehe deng shes my 1st friend i made at south pointe. Sheit. Man i love this girl way to much hahaha no homo. Shes a girl i can run to and connect my problrmos with because weve literally been through a lot because it was all caused by one person lmao justkidding. well actually yeauh. only she would know who im talking about. Shes a person that i can act stupid around and she would just laugh her ass off. Shes legit :]

Asley Inocencio: Maaan. Shes prolly thinking WOW. give me a break frances. but she was a friend and hopefully a friend in the future SOON like hopefully by this summer lmao idk. still hoping. She was a close friend of mine. She literally was like my older sister. She used to be the 1st one i would go up to for advice. She would be my shoulder to cry on. She was there through everything thick and thin. Deng imissher. Shes prolly still thinking im just a waste of time. I know weve been through a lot. We fought so man damn times and this seens to me as the worste one. Even though were not friends youll still be one of my heroes because you made a big impact in my life. Well one of the biggest. you told me when i was wrong, being disrespectful, to be nice. I know you taught me a lot of life lessons but you cant just expect me to like automatically turn into the person im trying to be. yaknow it takes some time and courage. Love is patience hunn. But you were always there and i wanna thank you even though i have so many times. You were always there but where are you now? Im trying to save this friendship. Are you?

Jayvin Maramba: Lucky Number Seven <3 My BOYFRIEND. The one i oh so very much love. ma baby ko (insider) Deng weve only known eachother since december and look now we as tight as ever! nikkuh lmao jkjk.me and him been through a lot lately and been fighting but hopefully things come out as they should :] the way i want them to but it cant always be my way. But as Mikee seys when you fight it just keeps you guys stronger. Hes the one that i can trust and sometimes ive been kinda down on this relationship but he was the one that was there to keep it going. ilovehim sooo much. You have no idea. Hes like the FIRST official boyfriend i had. Like really. :] Hes always there to catch me when i fall the typical noah/edward/carter ive been waiting for lmao. Hes not just my boyfriend though. Hes my Bestfriend. Iwwuuuvvvyoou! <3

&FLIPTARDS: OHMYGULAY! i love these girls! Danielle Foley&Krystal Mendoza! SHIIIEEET! they are the people i can tell everything and anything too and they wont tell a soul :] i love them oh so very much. Its been like 6 months of this whole fliptards thang a lang and sadly the 7th one is gunna be the last one because the FLIPS are going to whs and the TARD is going to DBHS! LAME. but its okay. I still love her anyways and yeauh damn my sister and my daughter. one happy familia. lmao its okay but anyways....yeauh love these girls.

im tired.
NIGHTS :]

Life Can Be Better

2009-04-28T20:57:00.000-07:00

First off, before i forget. Doode your gunna see eachother everyday at school next year. i mean it was tough for me and jayvin but i mean like we went through it. You guys just gotta push it harder to see eachother more yaknow? like if you guys really like eachother. might as well try harder. yaknow? but oh wells. arent you excited for saturday?! music at the pointe then off to st.marthas homiie :] well good luck to you two. <3

Anywho...cst weeks its really boring kinda. But i just wanna get through it. the good thing bout it is that our classes are only like 30 min. :] but today was easy cuz it was math! My favorite subject. You guys prolly think im sucha nerd. but i love math :] ahha.

Hello boyfriend? Hmmm....me and you are like on the merge of breaking up. So crazy iuno whats going on. But yeauh we just needa work things out :] We'll get through anything hahaha. but yeauh right now your looking through your myspace hahaha. you might get mad at the captions but i know that your gunna delete them lmao. but yeauh its okay. anywhooo next topic.

WDUP?! damn since its like csts week and no homework i have free time and yeauh i get to make more videos lol. but yeauh damn i lost my binder today :[ im sad. And now im bored. kaye nights :]

Double Date/Sleepover

2009-04-26T19:54:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all the comforting guys :] sorry to ruin like a lil part of your lil date. But i didnt want you guys to yaknow care as muchos. Hope you guys had a great time cuz i did ! after that one part.

Yesterday: Woke up around 12?! skipped dance. Planned the double date. Texted kirsten but she was at a competition. Bored till like 4! got ready. Then kirsten picked me up around like 545? Then yeauh went straight to the mall saw jayvin messed with his head and like literally ditched him&ran away from him lmao. That was funny. Then went to starbucks took pics and all that shamanagans then outts no where michael came but kirsten was acting stupid and i couldnt help it but laugh then she turned around and she got scared. LMAO that was funny too! Then watched a movie. 17again. It was good but some shit happened. Frayvin broke up but were all good now. Then after the movie we walked to cpk made some videos then michael left. Then me and kirsten left. Went to her house.Attempted to make a video but it didnt work out. SLEEP!

Today: Woke up at 10. Made videos of swimming. Then yeauh we just chilled :]
Now im here and were waiting for the video to upload :]

NIGHTS!

Finals Week

2009-04-23T22:43:00.000-07:00

Deng what a tough week with all this stress. but hey we survived time to move on and study for csts next week.yay! -__- whatevers though. ill get used to it.

Happy 6 months flip&tard. Deng half a year?! crazy huh? well yeuah hope we can go fer another 6 months even though TARD! is going to DBHS. its okay. but whatvers. I hope you like me and danielles present lmao. But seriously weve been waiting soo long! we thought you had cancer! but you made it through! Time to hate your life with all that. haha justkidding love you!

Ive been at WHS this whole week just cause. Yaknow chillin with the friends then watching a lil of colorgaurd. Which i may remind myself! they have tryouts tomorrow. Good luck to all! You guys have progressed so much in the last week.

WHY THE HAYLL DID YOU TELL MOM?! seriously now?! did you have to?! after all that wooow whatevers though its cool i swear you do something im gunna tell mom straight up you lil UGH! whatevers were controlling ourselves now i think? hahah i hope we do beckause i dont want to get in anymore trouble haha. But its okay!

Summer planss are gunna be just GREAT! Lets see summer school. after that vball summer thang a lang right after every tues&thurs for 6 weeks or i think its the rest of the summer if you make the team. Tnen the week after summer school ends i have to be in l.a for urban legends! For like what?! 4 days. 6 hours of dance everyday! 10-5? i think i dont member. but we get an hour lunch break. But seriously! i feel soo bad for my mom! she has like no money whatsoever! but im doing this cuz its MANDATORY! for all DBfad members! Oh yeauh! and dance every wed&sat! wed: 6-930 and sat:10-12 Bleh its okay i will be FIT :D haha. Then the rest of that vacations hang outs beach! so on and so on! Thank god for summer of 09 gimme the best one!

DOODE! i still worry bout talking to you. but i dont know. sometimes i miss you sometimes your just idk. Kinda makes me just not wanna be your friend anymore cuz obviously you dont care about me in your life anyways so why try? I guess all that nonsense we just had over stupid lil kirsten well shes not stupid ily kirsten. But im just saying over her?! i mean is that wat you call immature?! well yauh whatever. wen im ready to talk to you ill talk.

well tomorrows friday! thank god!:] maybe more posted up videos of me and kirsten this weekend or yvette! ill keep posted.
nights!

Bestfriend Date

2009-04-19T03:56:00.000-07:00

YAY! Im so happy we FINALLY spent time with eachother after for soo long. I miss you so much. But yeauh dress shopping with you and making those lovely videos with you was the best.

So this morning went to dance pretty fun. But im not as flexible no more. But yeauh after that i got ready waited for kirsten to come. Then went to the mall totally went dress shopping but we ended up getting someother shiiz. But i got a dress. Like only one. I spent effing $55 at forever 21 then got sandals for $15 and got bestfriend stuff at claires with kirsten which was around $12. So i go to Love D and saw these flats that would go with my dress and i was paying fer it with my card then the lady seys it wont go through and its denied. BLAH BLAH BLAH! so i call my mom ask her how much money i have and she seys i still have $145 like WTH?! Then later on i find out that i can only spend $100 a day. But that isnt even a hundred. But if i add up my shoes that i wanted to get then it would be more than 100! So it makes totally perfect sense. Later on, jayvin texts us and asks where we were. then we meet him up but like we tried to make him notice us. Which took forever to do! We went up back up and down like 2billion times! Then we just chilled bought some boba then we threw them at jayvin then i accidentally spilled all this milk tea boba on him :/ which i am TOTALLY sorry about love. So he got mad we sed it was over then he walks away then the lady that worked there that was like a teenager was like did he leave you? and i was like nah. then she was like Dont be a Bitch go to him! and all taht. and i was like OH damn ohkaye! haha So went after him then he had to go so yeauh. We walked him out then me and kirsten tried putting make up on him which was pretty funny cuz we put mascara! Then it was all over his eye but me and kirsten never sed anything about it. HAHA! so he looked gay! sorry love! hahah iloveyou.

Ends the day making these videos with kirsten and now im stuck here waiting for one to finish processing on youtube. So yeauh go to youtube.com/francesaywhat
and watch my lovely videos. cmnt it.rate it. subscribe. and the good stuff.
nights!

17 again.

2009-04-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

Im not even past 17 so i have a LONG way to go with that. But its all shabangs.
that movie was really good. My mom seys its really "educational" lol she seys that its actually good for us to watch because it all talks bout having a baby in high school and love of your life and how much it can like screw up your life with a baby when your in high school and if you can relive that life and blah blah blah! But im just not gunna tell you any more its really good though. BTW! zac efron is some FOINE A$$ piece of meat in that movie! He cried which i thought was really cyootes. Doode furreal i feel like me and javin are gunna be together for a while haha! Which i am happy about! :] But yeauh i cried! Good movie. go watch!

Your dates are fun&so are your kisses!Thanks for coming today. I know im soo like Blah with you right now but im tired. Plus your like saying all this stuff bouts a camera when im really wanting a fone. Its whatevers though. Good luck with your lovely savings thang-a-lang with that. Hope you can actually gat about 125 by next month. Cuz if i can. You can too. But anywho thanks for today! Im always thankful for everything you do. So tomorrow i dont think we should be together like hang cuz like i know you prolly just want me to meet tiffany then leave hahaha but its cool. Im actually gunna do that. lol. iloveyou.

I need a new cellular device. So if you know anyone, hook it up with a friend and lemme get a lovely discount thanks hunn. FREEKING A! my friend had the blackberry storm for me then i find out he already sold it to someone else! LIKE CMON!!! Whatvers. So i found out today that i cant use NVs for my stupid as METRO like seriously now?! I hate them i wish they were never invented. Like seriously i dont wanna use their fones because theyre fuken stupid and lame and theres no point in it. But my mom sed if i cant find a fone soon shes gunna freekin get one from metro like pronto. Whatevers a fone is a fone it will progress to a better one :] Promise. HA. Im also getting a camera and i already have enough money for it. But im just waiting for my other half of my heart to save up the other half of my camera. LMAO. Im also saving up for a webcam so i can like freggin webcam people cuz Justin always complains and asks if i have one and i say no :[ so i promised him once i get it he'll be the first one to be webcamed hahaha. OH and im saving up for a laptop. idk yet though. prolly not. Prolly a new ipod. But i needa save up A LOT! since summers coming up soon and i wont be able to get lunch money no more to save up so whatever. ill save up now. haha. I think thats all i want. OH! i want a new FLASH for my nikon and maybe new lens idontknow yet.

So much fuken drama. I think that you shouldnt have really done that to your "ex" NOW! I think it was really bad. but at the same time michelle did the right thing to actually tell him but at the same time it was wrong. I mean you do kinda actually regret it because you do it to all your boyfriends. No offense i really love you and all but yeauh im not gunna tell you to stop or anything i just think that its wrong. My opinion. Its your life you make the choices you think is right&ill just watch. Ill be there to catch you when you fall. Ill be there to be a shoulder to cry on&and ill be your bestfriend. Hunn i know guys are all treating you like they dont care but the boyfriend you just had wasnt like the other guys you know. When one guys a jerk dosent mean the rest of them are. Hunn be careful please? Dont hurt him and dont get hurt. He wants another shot go fer it and dont screw up. iloveyou.

Hey KirstenGavina! Lets have a adventures of kirstie&franny day tomorrow. Plans tomorrow are practically go dress shopping for promo dress and promo dance dress. Next month starts getting even better &its getting closer by the days go by! You have no idea how excited i am. Well if you see us at west covina mall it would be nice for a nice hello :] Then after SLEEPOVER! never had those in a long time. We needa make out videos take pics. Do all the lil girly teenage stuffs. cant wait.

School is too cool for me. NOT! I got a B on my history test. Best grade i got this whole year with that damn subject on a TEST haha. So now my grade got higher to a C+ hahaha! Its getting there. Science test today was pretty okay i mean i didnt get everything but i got most of it. Pray i get a good grade on that. My mommy forgot to pick up the summerschool registration forms so she asked javin haha. Its okay its cools. I have to STUDY&READ! this weekend like no joke its not even funny anymore. Finals monday,tuesday,&wednesday. Then who knows what can happen the rest of that week beckause the week after that is SATs which i have been kinda wanting so i actually know that when thats over stressball month is all done with and its all bout highschool talk and the great laid back thangs! then next thing you know promo goes by and its hello summer goodbye middleschool and welcome to the goodlife ;]

Goodnights!

Boyfriends vs. theex?!

2009-04-16T22:19:00.000-07:00

Okay so what is going on?! Outta no where you think you can just flirt with me?! Yeauh i dont think so. Thats why my boyfriend is here to protect me. I dont want all your B$ to be honest. Im so tired of it. Hope you end up in the hospital! with all my love <3 haha jk!

So basically! that whole shamanigans right there was about my ex Gabriel flirting with me last night and jaben got all mad. So now they wanna fight?! haha! To be honest! Gabe's gunna get a butt whippin! Agreed by Everyone :) But yeauh furreal this is real life and you gotta make up what you wanna do with it. I dont think he shoulda started anything. But to be honest me and krystal been dying to actually know who would win in a fight like this lol. but yeauh its whatevers. Pretty funnys.

Today: FINALS?! maan thought that was in HS. Lamesauce. its whatevers though. Its all bout science next week and i needa studystudystudy! Anyways school been treating me pretty goods. I love it. Still hoping for a transfer.

HAY YOU! thanks for coming today :) you really made my day my day was pretty lamesauces because i was BORED all day and i was TIRED. But yeauh iloveyoubabe. Doode furreal you needa control yourself sometimes though seriously :) thankyou! and STUDY for you damn FINALS! haha FOR meeee?! Thanks. loveyou.

Lately the only person that still cares bout this friendship is janine. isnt that weird? she keeps asking me if were okay now and i just say no im giving her, her time and she sed that im a waste of her time so whatevers. But i do miss you. But sometimes i feel like im not really missing out. But really most of the time i am. but whatevers. Im just gunna leave you alone. Still having second thoughts about you.

PHONEPHONEPHONE!!! i need a new one please&thank you. idontknow whats happening beckause my friends giving me her NV. and my friends friend is selling a blackberry storm and idk which one i wanna get yet. so prolly both. whatcha think? [;

homework time.
Goodnights.

Lets Have a Little Fun

2009-04-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

Its cyoote how you just walk to my house and then i end up picking you up. Your so cyootes. Yeauh and sucha sweetie pie. Good Musubi does well with my lovely emotions. Life with you is amazing. Thanks for the food too BTW. Oh and my 30 kisses you owe me. x] But the thing is that your kisses today were a little different. I actually felt like i was kissing someone that i loved. It was you my love. The last few kisses were great too but the last kiss you gave me today was just perfect the way you held me the way you kissed me. I dont know what happened but it was just the perfect which goes along with my perfect boyfriend &thats you. iloveyouHORNYBEAST! hahaha Hope you loved what i put in yo locker. MUAHAHAHA!

To keep up with my goals it hasnt been going so great. Life been pretty tough with the rentals and im not doing a very good job at it. I wish i can be a better person in life. Im trying as a start i really am. Just hope everything turns out the way i want it to be.

OHMY! school with this iuno star camp? Yeauh not that bad today but tomorrow till 340?! deng. thats a long time. BLEH. its okay. i can live. I actually got a good score on my SATs last year. 350pts is like the 2nd to highest level and in math i got 377 :] but in l.a i got 337 :[ its okay im getting there. This year will be better since i do got a b+ in l.a! Im proud of myself. Yes i know! jokelang.

I miss you hecka lots. Its been soo awkward and i hate how you ignore me soo much. But i guess i know why you are. Its okay though i miss you. But sometimes i just hope we go to different school because i think we would actually get along better that way. Just think bout that.

Basically life kinda been back on track i mean...the friends,boys,&family(at times). its all good but theres still ONE more problem i still gotta fix. This ones gunna be a tough one. Just gunna give you a little more time. Maybe when all the stress is gone from school and its just the laid back may. Thats when ill go up to you and TALK. But for school still hoping to get accepted to lovely WHS. I just membered; my sister in-law went there. HA! well yeauh just hope i can go.

This month been so crazy! i mean studying for SATs having afterschool stuff FOR SATs. Teachers cramming in all their lessons they can teach us before the end of this month. I have like what?! 2 tests this friday. so much. But i dont blame them. It aint their fault...well i dont think it is. But its all gewds just want this month to end so i can have my laidback may! When its all about talking HIGHSCHOOL next year :] and i find out if im accepted or not.
April live a lil! Give me more happiness.
nights!

Meet the in-laws

2009-04-11T23:18:00.000-07:00

it was about time to meet your parents. So much Fun! great way to just end my lovely spring break. I love his family soo much. It kinda got me a lil shy at first. But like an hour later i got used to them. Pretty cyootes. But i had to leave at like what 5ish? bekhause my mommy sed so and i had to go to $D and i didnt even want to. Lamesauce. Then all this drama happened in the car. But whatevers shes out right now and im stuck here at home cuz SOMEONE told me to stay with them but here are pics. Im not really gunna say anything bout em because im too lazy. ENJOY! :)

THE END! NIGHTS.

Spring Break 09'

2009-04-10T22:54:00.001-07:00

Cant you believe my spring break is OFFICIALLY over. Well kinda, we just have saturday then its back to sleeping early studying homework and teachers nagging at us. But all in all; hang with the friends! :] But anywho this spring break been kinda random. Lets recover this WHOLE week lmao.
friday: hangout with yvette&kristine. Yvette sleepsover
saturday: random hangout with robert&swimming.
sunday: last competition. random hangout with daniella.
monday: HOME -__-
tuesday: 2months=frayvin<3 MAKE VIDEOS!!!
wednesday: HOME&dance.
thursday: HOME!&made up with kirstie.&made VIDEO!
friday: pictures...

Waited in line for...

HANNAHMONTANAMOVIE!!!
(btw:you should watch it. Preetty good!)

Before the movie started.

then costco

went to ontario mills

SHOPPING!

ended the night with a laker game! (btw:they LOST!>:[ )
OH to end the night i made a video of what happened at cosco. Pretty funny! i love my brother.

i miss Kirsten Gavina

2009-04-09T20:12:00.001-07:00

"I miss my #1 BestFriend! I know me and you been going through so much. I made my MISTAKES and obviously you have too. But were teaching eachother about how to be a bestfriend. We can teach eachother. But right now weve kinda been going on a "break" i guess. I miss random hangouts. I miss you calling my name across the halls. I miss inside jokes. I miss making new nicknames. I miss being there for you. I miss laughing and making jokes with you. I miss makeovers then taking ohhglay pics. I miss taking pics. I miss venting. I miss starbucks time. I miss HANGING with you. iMISSEVERYTHING! I miss you SOOOO MUCH! Can we just have those times just like the old days :[ cuz i truly miss you kirsten gavina"

So this is gunna be all about you! Because this is how much im pretty much desperate and cant even help not being your friend anymore. I know i told you that i didnt wanna be your friend anymore but that was because i just couldnt accept the fact that you and ashley became sooo CLOSE and you were going onto a NEW bestfriend. And im not your first bestfriend either. You were hopping to a bestfriend to another. If you havent noticed. Think bout all your close friends you had this past year. But im not gunna let you become a bestfriend hopper anymore you needa choose who your friends are my dear. Its 8th grade. and were moving onto high school. Oh and that phrase something like all these people come into your life and you chose who to go who to stay and who you try to keep. Something like that? its in our 7th grade yearbook lmao. But yeauh your a friend im tryna keep IN my life. you really made a HUGE impact in my life. So has other people. But you,ashley,&jaben were the ones who made the biggest ones. &im tryna keep all three of you guys into it. But its kinda hard. ESPECIALLY ashley. But you cmon i miss everything. Right now were trying to become bestfriends again but we cant just become bestfriends like in an INSTANT. like a bestfriend is something that just grows. yaknow? well yeauh. i just wanted to say thank you for everything. I know i have made my mistakes and you have made yours but. im here to post this for you and tell you that i really miss you that im actually crying. hahaha and that im making a video fer you :] thats because iloveyou and always will no matter WHAT! okay? Even though you hate me i got yo name on my wall. lmao. But yeauh iloveyou. ill send you the video after :] kaye? buhyeee! LMAO

Last Competition&Random Call

2009-04-08T14:51:00.000-07:00

This is the last comp for the season :[ sadly were loosing like a couple of members cuz theyre off to college. D; but its okay theyll be missed. So yeauh to end our competition we won high gold and platinum and 2nd overall! WOOTWOOT! Heres a couple pics...
OH btw! taken my alyssa&erin mendez

DB FAD

Warm up before everything.

went to target then bought like a lot of stuffs. i got new bathingsuits and a lot of food! lmao.
but yeauh i got a random fone call from daniella lmao and we went out to dinner and movies didnt get home till 12 so much funn! :]

Happy 2 months !

2009-04-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

Yesss it is frayvins two months :] and were back on track! so this is how my day went. Its funny how you wake up and someone seys IM HERE BABE! at like what?! EIGHT in the morning?! when i wake up at like 10 -.- that lil weenie!so i open the door and my eyes are like half open my hair is like an afro and im in shorts and a tank top! how great is that?! Yeauh i go back up and get ready. Took me like what?! 30 minutes?! fastest time i ever got ready for something really special. BLEH. so yeauh.Little script went like this...

jaben: Babe, do you love me?
me: yes
jaben: how much?
me: a lot
jaben: how much is a lot?
me: its endless
jaben: well i will always love you and as long as you love me you will always have my love and no matter what i will always be with you. So will you be my illegal wifey?
me: YES! :]
HAHAHA!! *insides.

BTW while he did this he pulled out a ring which didnt end up fitting me. So he seys hes getting me a new one when i didnt even want a ring in the first place cuz i felt so bad :/ but yeauh end of story :D

so basically he was suppose to go on his knees. But i told him to sit on me as usual. so i asked him what he was suppose to do and yeauh he told me. then we had a "rewind" session. &did it again :P
Watched a tagalog movie called all about love. Cyoote movie but got carried away towards the end. Then we went to get some ice cream we cam back and my daddy was driving in and like everyone was just outside hahaha. But yeauh then we ate ice cream made plans for this friday and my dads actually getting free tickets to watch the hannah montana movie for me jayvin josh and himself haha. so yeauh this friday fersher! so yeauh when my dad left we went to seafood city to see if they were sellin ballot which they didnt -.- But we came back there wen he left and got like 10of them -.- LAMESAUCE. i ate like 4 of them today! well anywho came back home and SLEPT on the couch then yeauh woke up and he was HARD! hahaha jaykaye. but yeauh stuff happened. its a secret :] then end of story! thats my day!
OH! i got bored so i made him a video :] but i dont want people to see lmao kaye bye!

Is it really over?

2009-04-04T21:44:00.000-07:00

i think frayvin is over for a while. this is gunna be tough.
i just ended it idk why
thats why im thinking why i even did this.
Well it hurts. im just sooo stupid.
Well whatever. this weekend was really funn!
thanks to yvettelozano <3 and other people. HAHA.

Friends: She really misses me? cuz i miss her too. I hope were bestfriends again reaall soon! I love her to death. But yeauh yvette i love you! i got your back on all this B$ with stupid girls that are going all ape shit on you :] Kristine. I love you too <3 lmao your my work of art ;] LMAO &RobertOcampo thanks ho! PUSHING ME INTO THE DAMN POOL! -.- i wasnt even ready to jump in yet. i still had my clothes in you lil nastay! but its all gewds you put it in the dryer fer me :] thanks<3 and tell your girl if she even really is your girl to CALM THE F*&%^ DOWN! shes overreacting bout stupid Shit.

~~Boy~~friend: Just a break kaye? i hope so. We'll talk. Have fun dancing with them sluts and hoes ;] your single go mingle! youll find the girl youve been wanting.were gunna be happy. i hope so. Cuz if not im gunna cry very night. FML! ill always love you from the bottom of my damn crappy stupid heart <3 MUAH!

and the rest of them idk but life right now GOTS TO GO! CMON april bring me some happiness yeauh? thats all im asking for.

Competition in long Beach baybeh...you down? [; then BEACH NIKKUH!
PAYCE <3

Short Days

2009-04-03T23:39:00.000-07:00

yeauh basically we had a minimum day today and i just went home with yvette :] i had like a WHOLE day with this chick. i love her haha. So afterschool me her and kristine just chilled at her place cuz we were gunna go to whs right after. So we went there and i just passed by eveyone like i was just there. LMAO so yeauh then jayvin saw me and he was like having the OMG! face :P so yeauh then we left to go to the field to watch gabbies game and he went to stay with errone else but ashley was like saying some shit to him iuno. But whatevs. He came and followed. he sed he didnt wanna stay there cuz hes not used to seeing ashley and kirsten together. Its more like me and kirsten. But whatever idc anymore. I got new people to hang with :] But yeauh then we did that then kristine left. Then me and yvette got hella hungry so we went to the village ate panda&mc donalds. OMG then this old man was just like talking to yvette bout something bout if its okay that he can watch her eat -___- thats just great. haha but yeuah we were laughing like really loud! LMAO. Then my stomach started hurting iuno why. But yeauh then jayvin left. So me and yvette just walked back to whs by ourselves. so we never got picked up till like 6?! haha
so yeauh then these guys -.- hahahaha freggin yvette lmao. OH OH!!! we went through jayvins locker. Once again. And was looking for freekin justins but couldnt find it -.- lol. Oh then jonathons! But whatever. So yeauh got to yvettes house. Met gabbies boyfriend which actually knows jayvin and seys that jayvins always talks bout me -.- Like really now?! hahaha jkjk. But yeauh then like we went to harkins watched i love you man. Thats a funny movie. Then yeauh went home yvettes sleeping over now. And tomorrow we hope that we can chill with robert. HAHA end of story. Then end :D NIGHTS!

April Fools?!

2009-04-01T18:09:00.000-07:00

Deng meng. I only got fooled TWICE. Thats just greeat :)
well anywho yeauh i tried fooling jayvin by telling him i got into a car accident and krystal told him the "news" so did not work i swear -.- Then he told me that he couldnt go to my house today because his mom picked him up. Then i hear the doorbell ring and its him. That lil bissh. So anywho yeauh. Well yeauh my day was pretty bleh and now i gotta go to dance and im blogging right now cuz i dont think im gunna be able to blog later cuz yaknow yeauh.

Soo at school. Yvette and Nadine be getting down with some FIGHTS up in here! all nadines stupid shit. If youd ont got anything nice to say keep it to yourself. Unless all you want is DRAMA. Which you are a DRAMA queen. You needa stop with this bullshit. This is what makes people hate you more. Just stop. So yeuah. Anywho gtg. I have to BOOGAY now TEEHEE x]

Oh and MSK pranked me thanks a lot! :] kaye bye bye!

To Sum it up.

2009-03-31T22:40:00.000-07:00

March has been a bad month -.-
well yeauh pretty much.
but it has ended pretty well :]
I got a lovely surprise today by my wonderful boyfriend jayvinmaramba. I got lovely flowers from him. Theyre beautiful roses. Thank you babe fer everything.
I love you so much.
So yeauh March has been drama DrAmA and DRAMA!
Pretty much loosing friends and fighting.
bullshiish. Im so tired of it. but i hope april treats me very well <3
please do. That means the suns coming up. Bathing suits coming up.
Getting DARK. Beach. Kickbacks. And alla that.
Spring breaks coming oh so soon. And i hope that will be hella fun! since im going to the beach <3 anyone up fer it? just cmnt me or talk to me on myspace :] but yeauh today woke up pretty late. Whatever though. Bought books at the book fair :] GOOD ONES too! I needa go bathing suit shopping still and buy my sweater. SOON like NOW actually. Well gtg ill update all bout it tomorrow.

ANAK: NAUGHTYKIDS ;]
TEEHHEE!! love you krystal <3

second period

2009-03-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

Gaaaah its so boring in science like no joke. I had a dream last night and it wasn't so great cuz me and jayvin broke up and he liked another girl and he was happy bout it too. Lame meng I swear. Anywho lasy night freeggin chengarces hacks my profile I think that's just great but whatever I'm over it. Hmmmm what elsw to talk bout. Its pretty wet outside lol. OH all my friends went to a choir trip to sd and sed that this guy looked like jayvin but cyoote lmao jkjk my bf cute but yeauh lab time gtg blg later bye

Spit Game anyone?

2009-03-29T20:52:00.000-07:00

HA so basically this is like the third post of the day but chakno!?
TEEHEE! well yeuah me and jayvin WOOOOO!!!! bad people -.-
yeauh spit game with him was pretty funny.
well yeauh good times good times.
then we went to the pick up line thang. then other stuff.

HEY BESTFRAAAND! yes chen :] wut it do? I missshh yooh fools! well yeauh im bored and your gunna do something to my profile and iuno what your gunna do with it. Kinda scared. Lol but its all gewds. lmao.

Well anywho.... i watched this movie today it was called Whatever It Takes. That movie was really funny/cutes/ and typical high school kids. Lol. but high school really isnt like that. But i just say typical high school MOVIE stuffs. Talking bout high school. Man its getting closer and closer by the days. well yeauh. It was fun talking to kristine today bout some interesting things. Our predictions were right :p

OVERALL my day was pretty good. I mean not fun not boring just a normal stay in house day. lol if that even makes sense -.- Its whatever. Kaye NIGHTS :]

Poetry is his Thang

2009-03-29T16:59:00.000-07:00

He told me a poem today...it went something like this.

"almost 2 months weve known eachother but right now it feels like weve known for 5 months so why bother? Before you, i didnt know how to live, laugh, or love. So i sit stare out the window hoping something better will come my way for that day then ill be okay. People say why bother? Youll just be looking for another. But i say nah! It aint that way i had so many dissappointments in life. and your the first that isnt one. people say thats love, your just really in love so i take a second and think as i try to find the inner beauty on how i love you it gets me thats your just the other half of me, it came to me i got slapped on my knee so i think some more weve been together for a month and a half going on our second month it feels like a year with you already to me seeing you its like hearing a oh so sweet melody i love you so much like that melody you can be a sweet song but at the same time you can be a melody with a missing piece you just have to let go and let me together we'll just be. just be happy these are the reasons and feelings i have so if anyone asks do you love her? ill repeat this whole thing and at the end ill say yes i do shes my everything."

AWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEES! this is tooo cyootes. deng well yeauh. anywho, blog later hahahaa just wanted to share this BYE :]

Best yesterday Ever

2009-03-29T10:34:00.001-07:00

3/29/09:I love my Boyfriend. Like Literally! It was an all day thang with this guy. So to start of my day i woke up at like 11 with some damn CRAMPS -.- FML. its okay it was all better when i went to dance like what? LATE :P i was suppose to be there at 10 30 but nah was there at 1207 around there. teehee. Oh wells so anyways. I ate some last nights left overs of boiling crab YUMMMYY! :D well yeauh then i was texting jayvin while he was in saturday school. That lil bad boy -.- HA! So yeauh then went to dance won the "LIGHTNING" gold trophy! TEEHEE. Lame stuffs. SO yeauh then i went home and jayvin sed he was there already. I didnt see him when i got in and i went upstairs in my mommys room and i see him sitting exactly where i am on the compputer and he seys HI babe! -.- that lil creep! hahaha i was hella scared! that lil NASTAY! So yeauh then we were suppose to play vball fer this bet. But nah we lost my vball -.- yeauh i know lame right. But to catch up with some things we had to talk about some stuff bout last night. Everythings all gewds now. So anywho yeauh then we had a workout session we wrestled? sit ups? push ups? and then knocked out on the couch HA. Then the rest is confidential as to tiffany she knows what were talking about :P HA i love her. Anywhoo. SO yeauh then he went to get some food and i realized that the sun was going down. So i told him to put on a sweater and his shoes back on and hurry up! haha and i got ready and so did he. Then he gave me a bagel and we walked to the other side of my street cuz all you can see are the city lights and sunset <3 so yeauh we just sat there and talked about random stuff. But most of the times it was soo quiet. This is something thats on my list that i would wanna do with a guy :] Especially if i love him. Then we saw the ice cream man so we ran all the way back to my house cuz we had no money and then got money and the ice cream man never came back so we just walked to albertsons and we got some starbucks ice cream(java chip frap) and then went to taco bell. YUMMY nachos ;] like what 87cents. YEEE nigguh! :P On our way back to my house he wanted to go on the roof but i wasnt feeling good. My stomach started hurting again. This is what happens when your on your rag -.- lame stuff. Then my mommy called and sed jayvin couldnt stay late cuz we were going to carson so i just told her that he can just come and she sed yeauh. So he came along and we were there till like 12 something. We were doing lil drawings had some reeal starbucks and mc.donalds then took pics. the lil stuff and thats basically it. Then we were on our way home around 12ish. So we were in the car and i kinda knocked out and so did he. But i woke up and i sed something and then he didnt say anything then he did something. But its too private x] NOTHING BAD! you lil nasty FREAKS. So yeauh then his mom got mad and was waiting fer him. Then got home then she started getting mad at me :/ then i told her something that wouldnt make her mad at me. Then she talked to him then yeauh. Then we just knockedo ut on my couch again. (private stuffs AGAIN) then his mom interrupted and she picked him up. He carried me up the stairs put me to bed and kissed me goodnight and left. <3 NOW that was the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! Thank you babe for everything i love you OH SO MUCH. and your not a bad boyfriend -.- your actually the BEST boyfriend of all! Im soo thankful to have yo in my life. MUAH!!!! :]

Pictures:

Dont ask...

Because hes cyoote.

HA!

The only one where were smiling

jayvin mikko manuel maramba <3

Today:HAPPY BIRFDAY NIGEL!!!Hope you have a great bday and hope all your wishes come true. Oh and i hope you had fun last night. Hope you guys understood that jayvin went to my house instead. I told him to go with you guys but he refused. Sowwy. SOOOO BORING! but i woke up and i have all this pain everywhere! i had a dream that me and jayvin got into a car accident and i woke up and my whole body was in pain. Weird huh? So yeuah. then just went on the computer cuz theres nothing to do on this boring sunday. So yeauh thats it. And now im talking to BOCAJ/mingo :] so yeauh. I think tahts what im gunna do fer now. BUH BYE! blog later.

Is it gunna be like this all the time?

2009-03-27T23:01:00.000-07:00

Today wasnt so great. So i was all excited cuz jayvin could go out to dinner with me and all that. But in the middle of the day he sed he couldnt anymore cuz his mommy. So yeuah then all this stuff happened. I sed all this stuff that i didnt even mean and i really didnt. I may have meant some stuff but they werent Completely TrUE. we were in the merge of breaking up. Which i didnt want to happen. I was like literally crying after school. So much stuff. So yeauh then i went to my lil cousins doctor appointment. and she was limping the whole day.:/ poor cousin. Hope you feel better my love. Then i saw LAIZA!!! my KHOUSIN!!!!! i miss that chick. So yeauh then we went to boiling crab. BOMB ass shiiz ever :] she made my day a lot better. I think the shrimp and the fries mended my lil broken heart :P haha so yeauh then just went to the block and we saw a free ticket to see miss march. So yeuah. WE found it on the floor actually but we couldnt get another ticket cuz my cousin didnt even have her i.d so yeauh. Sucks we tried to sell it but we didnt :/ lame rights. So yeauh thats what happened and then yeauh. We just went shopping and i still wanna get my bathing suit for next saturday! im soo excited for some LONG BEACH!!! teehee. so yeuah then me and jayvin were okay we just let go of the subject. then yeauh its all gravy now. Until tomorrow. Were gunna have the "talk" so yeauh thats it. Now im here. Im talking to him on the fone now and yeuah. NIGHTS <3

Happy belated?

2009-03-26T19:14:00.001-07:00

Sowwy baybeh girl for not getting you anything...BUT uhhh

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY KRISTINE SALINAS!
So yeauh im sorry for not giving you a presant. i honestly got no money on me right now. well i do but im saving up. But hopefully you had fun baybeh girl. Deng so basically this is my lovely presant for you? Hope you like it...its a original ;]
But deng were getting old. You got like what? one more year till you can start drivers ed and all thats. By the time i do all that stuff ya'll guys be drivin already. Lame. Im like the baby in this whole group of ours. You guys better influence me right. But yeauh anywhooo...i know that me and you been through SOOO MUCH since 6th grade. Like no joke to like projects to lil dirty deeds ;] if you know what im taking about and to lil stupid fights. But look at us? Weve grown soo much with eachother. Thanks fer always being there mah freeend. Your someone i wouldnt want you to get outta my life. So yeauh hope all your wishes come true. Love you girrl Oh &we be taking dance next year ;] hahaha Alrights. <3 always, Frances Roldan

p.s i know your reading this sooo thats why i posted it up here instead :] haha

LAST NIGHT: I went to the parent meeting at whs and we didnt know where it was so my mom was just following the parents and i was looking fer kirsten but she sed her mom wasnt in there she sed that we were in the meeting for sophmores-seniors -.- WOW sooo lame. HA but yeauh we led my mother to the right now. TEEEHEE! but on our way there we passed by the pool no guys just hawt bodies lmao but then me and kirsten looked back and we saw this pretty CHUNKAY lady jumpin it. OH YES!!! So beautiful. But yeauh then after we took my mommy out we went to jabens locker and i had the combo to it and errthang for a while. Khause ever since his birfday. but yeauh anywho on our way to his locker we were digging into trash cans loking for trash to put in his locker. HA! fun stuff. Then we took like how many tries to open that damn locker?! like 2091847204857 TIMES?! we were even looking stupid cuz we were on eachothers back trying to even look at the lock to open it. Then once we got it i couldnt even know how to open it! NOTE TO ALL UPCOMING FRESHMAN: theyre lockers dont open up like SPMS does haha. But yeuah then we put all that shit in and we wanted to write in his notebook but we didnt have a marker or pen. So we just went to the pool. We found some chocolate so we decided to put that in his locker. Then Michael came with us. I found a pen and i didnt wanna steel it so Michael did and just ran! SOOO not obvious michael -.- es stupeeh! HA. So yeauh we went back to his locker and still had a hard time with his locker AGAIN! but we got it and we just wrote in that lovely piece of paper. We had no cameras or nothing so we couldnt take a video or take pics -.- FML. but yeauh then we had to leave. FUN night :] Then it all ended with a lovely practice with dance!!

DB FAD: GOOOOOOOOO DB!!!
Kristen: GOOOOOO PEEPEE!!
DB FAD: HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH lmao rofl lol!
yeauh basically what happened. HA.

Then TODAY was pretty chill. I was pretty sleepy BLEH. But the goals i set fer myself are working great. Its harder than you think though. But keep praying. But its all goody Tissues. So i wanted to go home right after school and when i got home i SLEPT! and i totally forgot about the swim meet melissa wanted me to go to at whs. sucha bad friend :[ but i couldnt anyways cuz im not allowed to go to whs anymore -.- LOOONNNGGG STORY! But yeauh all this High school stuff is pretty stressful than you think. Worrying bout if im gunna get accepted by the INTRAdistrict transfer. so yeuah sucks. But i got a alternative plan ;] SNEAKY PEAKY FRANNY! HA well yeauh. Basically it right now and kristine is liek waiting till im done HA. so yeauh prolly post latahs. NIGHTS.

so basically

2009-03-25T10:50:00.000-07:00

I'm at school and right now its pretty lame cuz this morning we went to this meeting for all 8th graders and they seperated by high school and I had to go to the dbhs side because I'm assigned to go there but really I wanna go to whs. I was wearing my whs sweater on the dbhs side. Pretty funny stuff meng. Everyone be looking at me like I'm on the wrong side of the school hahaha. But yeauh I'm so mad but whatever I hope my distric transfer accepts rrthang please pray more.

So yeauh that's basically what's going on right now and I'm eating a lollipop teehee and in t.a and the teacher don't care so its al goods hahaha

Things have changed

2009-03-24T20:40:00.000-07:00

Damn i never really blogged in a while. Kinda got fed up with a lot of things and my internet wasnt working. IUno what the hayll. But its all good tissues now :]

So the newest update with me

Friends: Not in the very good spot right now. ya see i lost a really good friend of mine. Well it kinda faded a couple weeks ago but now that she had enough of me she just left me. And since she dosent think i sed thank you...
THANK YOU ashley for just being there when you really didnt need to. I know i wasnt even a great or best friend to you. Or the friend you expected me to be but now that it all came to an end it never hurts to make it a lil less awkward. But to be honest your post just bout me really made me realize what ive done. so i decided to actually try harder than i ever did to actually change me for myself not cuz you guys want me to but im doing this for myself. So yeauh thank you. OH and im sorry for bringing up other people in this fight. and sorry for not talking to you at lunch. Just kinda thought i really was a waiste of your time so i just didnt really say anything. But go ahead say all those other mean words you sed about me in your blog. So yeauh take care. <3

Bestfriend: Everything be good. Love you kirsten gavina.

The "close" friends? haha : thanks fer being there guys. love yous ! Im just starting to realize who my true friends are.

Boyfriend: Were okay but it seems more like were starting to just fade a bit. But no more fights which i think are the BEST. More happier. And yeauh...thats purttay much it.

School: DISTRICT TRANSFER! im getting one. and hopefully WHS accepts me cuz im really tired of just driving to diamond bar errday. i can like walk to whs soo yeauh. PLEASE pray! thanks.

i think that covers it all up. Nights.
OH BTW; i set up new goals in life and pray that itll actually work this time.
NIGHTS :]

OH MY GULAY!

2009-03-14T16:08:00.001-07:00

soooo basically theres DRAMA. No need fer that. Im not afraid to tell you to your face ashley. So you think taking away my bestfriend is helping me? In what way? I may be a bad bestfriend but im learning. I know i may get mad at her for no damn reason but its because im scared of loosing a bestfriend. If you wanna keep kirsten all to yourself GO AHEAD. because im done fighting fer her. She was worth every second in my life but please do take care of her. Im tired of everything. So im sorry for whatever i did to you. I know i said all that stuff about you but thats just how i felt. Go ahead tell me off me mad at me do whatever you usually do to me. You can even stop giving me chances. I dont even deserve it. Or even deserve to be your friend. So basically all im telling you is go ahead and let go of me you can stop being nice to me because you have done enough in my life. So im just done with it. Oh and me and jayvin are doing okay now btw.

Blog latah :] BYE!

So lately...

2009-03-13T15:47:00.000-07:00

the friends situation isnt really going the right path right now. Especially Best Friend which i dont even think we even are best friends anymore. All she does is talk and talk to ______ and im soo tired of it already. She hasnt even really been there for me as much and she isnt even herself anymore. I dont even know what the hell happened to her. But ever since she hung out with ______ shes like a nicer clone of her but still a bitch. OH and theyre like what now SISTERS?! yeauh. okay thanks for letting me have a friend now. you know who the hell you are. I dont wanna start shit with you its just the fact that like DOODE i wanna have a bestfriend that i can always go to but i guess you cant accept that? Cause obviously you stole mine.

the groups are breaking apart. JAK'F its more like JAF and kirsten is like a replacement. I dont even know whats the point of this group anymore cuz obviously theres drama between some of the people in this group and just have an on and off friendship and im tired of that too. Kirstes is no longer happenin. Fliptards are still good until next year is what us girls are scared of. But yeauh to be honest the only bestfriend i have with me right now is Krystal and Danielle.

&the boyfriend is almost over. Im scared. Things like this dont even happen till like after a year but to us its only been a month and a half. Fighting like this has been going preetty overboard. Just ever since last week with our parents things just been Fights all day everyday. Im just honesly scared of loosing him. Hes really precious to me. Hes the only friend i got right now. Ive been thinking like are we gunna last? When are we ever gunna stop fighting? When are we gunna be happy again? I know ive been a REALLY bad girlfriend lately but you just needa know what going on with me. I really do love you and care for you more than anything in the world. You are my Life now and i dont want that to go away. I just wanna go somewhere and stay away from my life right now. But thanks for still keeping this relationship going. If me and you gave up then we wouldnt even be together still. Love you.

So basically life been hella bad. and i just needed to vent.

Goals: Save up money.
Find new friends.
Stop fighting.
kepp my goals.
Stick to new years resolution.
avoid jayvin breaking up with me :]

You made my day.

2009-03-03T19:38:00.000-08:00

So i pretty much had a bad day. He was the only one that made my day. He was gunna walk AGAIN! to mi casa. But my mommy sed to pick him up so we picked him up from there. He opened my bday presant. Then from there made our boyfriend&girlfriend bracelets :] Then pics....

then his brother came. Then mom to pick him up and now im here. So NIGHTS :]

HAPPY BIRFDAY JABEN MARAMBA ;]

2009-03-02T22:44:00.000-08:00

here are the pics fer everyone too see :]
but no pics of me and jayvin :[
kaye well here steel em guys :]

BTW: taken by MIKEE :]
and some may be blury SOWWY!

I havent....

2009-02-23T19:35:00.000-08:00

talked to you this WHOLE day literally. Yeauh i got a goodmorning from him not YOU! Thanks. HA! well yeauh school was pretty boring since i wasnt texting you. Kirstiee wasnt here at school. Shes sick :[ i miss her. No drama or shit happened. School is just SCHOOL. So afterschool ashley goes up to me and seys jayvin texted her to tell me goodmorning. When was this?! 12:00 and it was already 2:00 and im like thanks. Kinda thought he was mad at me -.- So i waited till he was home to txt me back and it was like what? 8:00? like damn. im actually amazed that ive got so much stuff done without him. AHAHA! not in that way. I just finished doing his "presant" :] and yes. Im happy. Well not all of it but atleast one of it. Thats a start :P he already saw it though -.- whatta kill joy! ahaha well i still have a lot so yeauh. Thats pretty much. Nights.

To end this weekend.

2009-02-22T18:57:00.000-08:00

We sed truce. Errthang be going well. I guess it all ends up like this...Ashley&Jayvin fighting and i dont wanna say sorry. He never realized that i was crying till people told him. He sed his sorries and right now. Were pretty good. So ms.homewrecker is not a homewrecker. YET! jkjk! We aint passed that one just yet. I still dont like her. So yeauh. Fuck off homie. HES MINE x] be jelous. HAHA. well yeauh im just happy right now but fer right now i trust you. I know i gotta proove all this shiz to you still but its gunna happen i promise all cuz i lavas you right?

Anthony better not CHANGE the date. GEEZ! It was sucha perfect date. Oh he sed he wont invite her no more ashley.&im talking about br :] Which is i thihnk is a good thing fer us? lol well yeauh. BETTER NOT :]

Okay sooo i wanna thank you to errone thats got my back. I have mad respect for ya'll guys. I LOVEE YOU GUYS more than i love jayvin. Sorry to break it to you jayvin but its true :] jkjk i love you guys the same.<3333333 MUAH! no homo. :]

SO i havent started my project yet but i will do it right now. So yeauh i will go now. So goodnights. Chatrooms are fun! <3

Way to Go HOMEWRECKER.

2009-02-22T18:00:00.000-08:00

Ohkaye. WTH are you with him till two in the damn morning. Go find yourself a different man. HES MINE first of all! Second of all no one likes you so why dont you just go move in india or something. And Third of all i dont like yo ass either.
im sick and tired of this bullshit. if you want him GO AHEAD and have him because i dont want this kinda BS in my life. Especially when its about you! i hate you! and im not afraid to admit it anymore. i was soo happy with him till you came along. I deleted everything about him. well gtg update about this later cuz hes on the fone -.-
I HATE CRYING!

Happy fake 2 months

2009-02-19T19:13:00.000-08:00

JUST NOW:Fake because thats when we met. We still celebrate it because we want to OKAY?! :] So yeauh. Since he went to surprise me last night. I decide to surprise him at WHS! So yeauh i did. I saw like everyone! Its funny how everyone there knows about me and jayvin. Weird. HA! oh wells. Well yeauh i went to his halo halo practice today and i saw mikha! :] i love that chick. Shes a good dancer. Then he went home with me. Had funn! he did my project for me lol i love him.

This morning: i was tired. Early to school :]

School hours: Boring ass shiiz.

Afterschool: ^^^^^ look up! haha :]

I got to see courtney BTW. so much funn with her! I misshh that lil sucka! i laaauuvveee yooh 9th grade bestfriend. <33333333333 MUAUH! well yeauh i have to pack. Cuz im going to SD tomorrow and yeauh. Gotta get some stuff to entertain me if yaanaawwmeen?! lol
well yeauh thats it. For NOW. Blog later. If i want to. BYE :]

Surprise! :]

2009-02-18T19:01:00.000-08:00

again. I love his surprises. But then i felt bad because he walked from WHS to my house. and i felt really bad. I didnt even know so i couldnt stop him. Oh wells.
So last night i had a blog with all these questions. like;"The thing that i dont get is just like why did you even let it go? As in why did you let go what we had before? What would have happened if me and you never ended it. What would happen if you never started even liking her? Can you just answer these questions fer me?"
(btw:that blog was NOT about jayvin. It was about "barney")

Barney answered them up for me. His answers were..."that he still liked Grape. and that banana&pancakes perferred him to be with grape instead. If we never ended it we would be happy! :] "

B$! IDGAF no more. Im happy with the guy im with anyways. And hes happy with his girl. I found out that i was some showoff to barney before. I realized that i was just trash to him. I hope my man aint even close to what you are. So yeauh thats basically it. And im still SICK. screw my life. Nights <3

&its happening again

2009-02-17T22:29:00.000-08:00

He come back rushing into my life once again. I cant have this happening like 24/7. Ashley may be right but just not now. I am happy right now. I can be happy with my BOYFRIEND yaknow? He should be happy with his girlfriend too. Im tired of going through this with you. I may be have those feelings fer you again but its gunna happen AGAIN again and again. Its like an on and off kinda thang.this is like a movie. Where the girlfriend and the boyfriend dont know whats going on but me and that doode are suppose to be meant fer eachother. But nah. I dont think so. iuno anymore. Look i like you alright but i know we just cant be. Maybe we are meant to be though. But just not now. Maybe we can be together later on. But just not now. The thing that i dont get is just like why did you even let it go? As in why did you let go what we had before? What would have happened if me and you never ended it. What would happen if you never started even liking her? Can you just answer these questions fer me? I was just curious.
Well hope things go great with your girlfriend -.-
<3 always yo homeskilla biscuit! :]

Topping this..jayvin is another problem. We be fighting 2 days straight already. What is going on?! are we gunna break up? Cuz honestly joshua made me realize how much i truly do love you. Maybe i might be just saying this but this is how i feel. I truly do love you

One Boring Holiday&im SICK

2009-02-16T21:08:00.000-08:00

Yes, im sick. I got the coughs and im freezing up in this house. NO heater cuz my mom thinks ill get more sick. But shes going crazy here so i just turned it on. I was basially on this computer the whole day working on stuff.

Now that everythings different,
it gets me thinking.
is it gunna be like this from now on?
when you think you find out the answer.
you let me know cuz i wanna know.
He answered my question. It isnt. Things have changed after this convo we had.
&so he seys...
"i dont want to lose you over this and im sorry that im so silent everytime so lets try and not be like this all the time i want things to work out for us."
& i say...
"loosing someone is easy.
But keeping them is even harder."
Maybe you are loosing me day by day. im trying my damn hardest to keep you here by my side and just be with you. But i just hate relationships where it makes me think. it makes me sad. and i dont like being sad when im with someone. i wanna be happy with this person 24/7 and so far its not happening. it seems like a hard job tryna keep someone. i know im making it hard for you and im sorry for that i just didnt wanna hold it in forever. i needa tell you how i feel if this relationship is gunna work so yeauh i love you and always have and will but to just keep this relationship work we just needa work harder. im not even gunna lie; you are loosing me day by day but we can fix it if we just try. i miss the old us. never fighting. just getting to know eachother. just being with you. and i just miss everything.

Now that we talked things out errthang be good as a fat kid got his chocolate after a year. Preettyy great now. So i work on his damn bday presant and i started at what? 2:38! damn fuck my life. This presant better be flippin worth it -.- But he prolly will appreciate it.

&So i have homework. But thats not due till friday. Its just a math project. Ill prolly start on it tomorrow so i have this day to work on it. But good thang i didnt have anything else. Im about to finish my book after this. Then take a test tomorrow. Then ill be done with my points! i think...WOOHOO!

Last night ashley met Jacob. Im sad. I never met him and im terribly desperate to see this guy! Damn. But whatever. I got my man with me :] and i am happy with him. Well fer right now -.- JK! love you babe. :P So yeauh now i needa shower. BYE!

oh BTW; thanks for the ideas breanna.
BTW2; you too mikee :]

Valentine/Compitition weekend.

2009-02-15T20:31:00.000-08:00

So im a day late so what?! Happy valentines day everyone :] so i pretty much had the BEST valentines day ever. Even though i had comp. it was still fun! :] So yeauh Jayvin Maramba is my first valentine ever and will be my last one :p hehe..i hope so <3 well yeauh. So yesterday he came at 10ish then we went out to lunch at benihanas. He ended up like eating off my plate cuz hes a fatass like that. but i was fool anyways so i let him eat all my food. Then my dad tells me to pretend its my bday so i can get free ice cream. Oh yes! Free ice cream. So they sang happy birthday and they sang it again but in japanese. I know like the first part. HAHA. But yeauh after we took pics. and then we left to go to disneyland resort cuz thats where my comp was. and i did my "bag dance" and we actually ended up wining platinum 1st place :] and number 6 on the red white and blue awards! Search up what bag dance is and yes its a dance to just entertain people. So yeauh while me and melissa were getting ready we told our boyfriend to go get along with eachother. They end up making fun of the dances. Make fun of US. Then they tell eachother about me and melissa on how we hate them paying EVERYTHING for us. Its just like CMON! were not babies yaknow -.- we know how to take care of ourselves. So just deal with it :] So yeauh we went to downtown disney and i wanted a build a bear but sadly i had no money and then jayvin didnt either. so i didnt get my build a bear. tears. Then we went home around like what 6ish? Yeauh then stuff happened. Its confidential ;] But other than that on valentines day i got another fake rose. But the rose bud is chocolate :D mmm tasty :] and a monkey thats actually a gorilla. Then i got a card with a poem in it and a letter. <3 sweet stuff. I gave him a poster and there was pics. and each pics meant something. but OBVIOUSLY he dosent know shiet. But whatevs, im over it now. so that was my day :] the end.

Today i woke up at 6 and i had to be back at disneyland hotel by 7 in the morning cuz we were performing at 9. so my mom was doing my hair and that took like 30 min. then she did my make up which took like 20 min. and we left the house at 6 50 and i didnt even have fake eyelashes so i had to stop by the cvs store and buy new ones. Then we were on our way and i told my teachers i was gunna be late already. Then i asked one of em if i can go get breakfast. So she sed yes. And i was like alrights. Then i was driving on my way to mc.d and i see the car next to me and its my teacher. and i texted her and i was like i see you btw. HAHA and she was like what?! where are you?! and so i just rolled down the window and waved hi. lol. Literally. So yeauh. Pretty funny. Then yeauh got my food went to the hotel and got there when my teacher got there. Then we were just chillen fer a bit. So yeauh. Then i would say stuff but its really confidential to say on here :] Sowwy. So yeauh and then we got warmed up and then we did our routine. blah blah blah! Then we won 1st place gold. then i went home. Then i rested. Then i watched a movie. Then stuff with javin happened. and yeauh pretty blah. But then we went all flirty tootie on eachother so its all goods now. Then he made me sad because he didnt know what happened on my bday :[ so yeauh. Then he figured it out after like and HOUR -.- So yeauh and now im talking to him and im getting perttay tired. So yeauh goodnights.

Birfdays :]

2009-02-07T19:51:00.000-08:00

So yeauh it was yesterday :] it was mah friend janines bday! It was pretty awesome got to have a lil dinner with her family ! It was JAF that was there. Kristine sed that her stomach hurt&i think mexican food woulda made it worse lol. But yeauh after that we went to the mall and got a lil more stuff fer my party. Then went Bowling :] pretty fun stuff! it was a fun day homie :]

Today: 20709@7:11 Officially taken

Read ashleys blogspot on what happened on frb 7 :]

ashleyinocencio.blogspot.com

and go to mikees youtube
search for lookieitsmikee
and then theres a video on how jayvin asked me :]

happy 13 birthday?!

2009-02-04T15:54:00.000-08:00

so yesss its the day I've been waiting for for sooo damn long!! yes its my bday homieee! well yeauh I got sooo many greetings and I wanna thank the people that care and know that its actually my bday and making my day exactly the way I wanted it. so thanks guys. sooo tomorrow is janines bday and I'm sooo excited dawg haha. well yeauh today I had a good night ;]

mr.maramba came to mi casa hung out then went for olive garden. freekin good ass food!!! I had to eat with my left hand cuz me and him kept holding our hands so I was like ookay thanks hahaha. then we went to my dance class cuz I had to go but whatevs and I felt bad cuz he was just there and my friends were saying that I got him whipped. isn't that a bad thing for the guys haha. or is that a good thing fer us ladies? idk. haha well yeauh then after dance I was taking him home and he sed I love you for the first time. omg I was like in shock. I was like uhh I love you too. then yeauh went home and now here. okay well nights!!!

1 day=janines bday
2 days= he's just not that into you
3 days= my partyy!!
10 days= valentines day <3

yeauh okaaay!

2009-02-03T20:21:00.000-08:00

Alrights, so i dont get why he thinks i would loose him. So what if theyre flirting! Am i flirting back?! I dont think so. Stop thinking shiiz like this and stop thinking about the bad stuff cuz its just gunna keep you down all the time. Stop thinking im just gunna end it cuz i start liking them. Cuz that aint gunna happen. So chillax alrighties? Please this is the night ive been waiting for for soo long and you know that too so yeauh i dont want you to like ruin it for me please?! i like you too much to even loose you. You know that i dont even wanna loose you so chill. Its you know what tomorrow and i dont wanna be thinking about what you wrote. So cheer up! because that will never happen for centeries ALRIGHTS?! I like you too much to loose a guy like you right now. I know our phone calls are going a lil silent these days but i mean what is there to talk about?! Well im about to spend a WHOLE deng day with you tomorrow and i want you to be happy! and i want you to be happy right now too! Cuz i can tell theres a lot of shiiz bothering you right now. Dont make me one of those people that are bothering you. And btw. thats how you know who is. He just flirts around but never means it. Thats why i just stopped falling fer that kid. hes just not worth it no more. he is corny. But not as corny as your lil bootay! hehe. Okay well thats all im gunna say right now.Latahs!

Stayin up!

2009-02-03T20:09:00.000-08:00

Tonight is the night ive been waiting for. Its the night where i stay up til 12 fer certain reasons :] So yeauh today was purtay crazy! She ignored me and i was like wth meng i sed i give you a chance and you give me more shit. Your just another thing added to my stress list. So fer right now im just gunna act like i dont care. Anywho mr.maramba freekin made me a new surprise thang and i was like yeauh okay cool -.- i saw that one kid today numba 13 ;] HAAY!! hahaha yes ashley BE JELOUS. Okay well nothing new. I saw mr joey today! And errone seems to be in a flirty jumpy mood! Well yeauh :] ill like write this shit up tomorrow cuz im too lazy soo BYE!

Wsup with the fightings?!

2009-02-02T20:35:00.000-08:00

Alrights sooo what a day!! It all comes down to a break up, fights, and the make ups. SO ON&so ON! Lets start off with the BREAK UPS.

Girl its okay even though i JUST found out. But i mean he did really prove to you that he loves you yaknow? He does want you back. If he didnt really love you then he wouldnt want you back right? you get me? Alrights fasho. i love you. your friends love you. EVERYONE loves you :] just do whatever makes you happy :]

Fights: Why is everyone fighting these days?!The people that i thought that can last fer soo long just end up in the trash. These people look really happy to me. But when i hear them updates they arent as happy as i thought. What is this "fighting season?!" I hope not Because i dont wanna end up having a emo party where everyones all sad! Like CMON NOW! I just almost had a fight with him last night. We tried to avoid it we had our tears and the yelling. But hey we got over it! Hope to never fight again :] But hey im over it. Hope you guys can talk it over and i pray that everythings gunna be ALRIGHTS! :D Thats because i love you guys :]

make-ups: i love you to DEATH girl. But things still feel a lil awkward. But hey ashley sed, "it'll wear off." but are you sure about this? I mean we both dont wanna loose eachother. Ew...i sound like im with you. HAHA but im serious we went through all this shit. Its not because of her. Its because the fact that you seemed like you didnt care. Didnt show that you loved me as a bestfriend.yanaawwwmeeen? I gave you another chance to prove yourself. But when i finally told you how i felt and just cried for hours knowing the fact that your still doing it. You finally realize how much our friendship was worth. But now it dosent even feel like a friendship to me. I feel like were just those two people that had a past and that just cant relive it. i thought we had a friendship not even a friendship; a relationship. if you dont know what i mean about that i mean to say i thought we had something closer than a friendship. I thought we were like sisters. but i just thought wrong. I thought you were someone i can trust but you go around prolly telling other people. I show you something and tell you to keep it and you end up showing it to other people. You try to lie about it but i know the truth. How can i ever trust you again after you did that too? I rold you in the note that shes prolly gunna read it cuz your gunna show her and guess what?! i was right. but you tries to hide it from me and keep it a lie. But nah man she told me. Thats just messed up. This is another reason why i cant be your bestfriend. but yaknow? i think the best fer us right now is just to be friends and see how it goes. I know you already realized what youve done. Now all you gotta do is just prove to me that this wont happen again. This is the second chance im giving you. Dont screw this one up. Thanks.

&the so ons: Girrrl i know your gunna read this cuz i told you to but HEY! I honestly dont even think that she deserves to be treated like this. She really dosent. I know the pics are like bothering you but Hey! I mean this is life. We have to go through it. He prolly really loves her to not let her go. They have been going through a lot of shiizz. About the 9month thang. I know it sucks but hey! if she really dosent care. She isnt a realy friend. She dosent do shit anymore. If she dosent do shit then why even waste your time on her? To be honest...dont love the people who dont love you back.&when the time comes that she realizes that she made a mistake of forgetting you guys. Thats when you talk things out. Let her come to you. If she never does then thats how you know she really honestly dosent care anymore. I know she just ditches my party for other shiz like that one girl. Even though she sees her everyday but i guess shes tryna forget us iuno but im kinda sick of it too. For right now im just gunna ignore it. Alrights take care. I lavas yoohs! ;]

Today:DOODE! i have to think this through. Do i love him? Is it time? I think its _____. dont ya think? (sorry i have to block it cause i know hes gunna read this) so anyways, i like him but do i like him enough to love him now? To even be with him? I know i wanna be with him but i get second thoughts sometimes. I dont even know anymore. I am happy with him but sometimes i just feel like maybe hes happier with someone else. Me&him are prolly gunna have a lil phone convo about this. Then yeauh. but its whatever. I can go through it. Hes gunna ask me questions where im gunna have to think about fer HOURS. soo im just gunna tell the WHOLE cyberspace how i feel about yo puets. Okay i like you babe. CHILL! Stop worrying about me. This is just how i feel at times. I wanna be with you but ive been single fer so long and im enjoying it. I just dont know if im ready to be taken again. I like dating. Its fun! But am i ready to be your girlfriend? I have to wait up fer your ass for four more months&iuno if i can be that patient with you. You are worth waiting for but the thing is that i dont know if i can wait that long. Its okayes. We'll talk it out. We always do anyways ! Okay thats it. Anyone got a valentine? I donts sooo if anyone is up fer a valentine. Im free! hahaha :]

Alrights im done. Goodnights guys! :]

Hello February, Goodbye January!

2009-02-01T20:33:00.000-08:00

What a boring and happy day! :] Life is just great when its boring but its all gewds. So YEAUH! today is Viktors bday soo HAPPY BIRFDAY to you!:D My bday is coming up in THREE DAYS! Aint that lovely! The day after that is JANINES&KATHLEENS BDAY! Then friday is Hes Just Not That Into You!! whos down to watch it with me! Then on SATURDAY is PARTY at my house yeauh? You down? FASHO!Valentines day the 14 and yet with NO valentine! And my FIRST comp. this year is on VALENTINES weekend! HOW GREAT IS THAT?! -.- SUCKS BOOTAY! i know. Okay im over it now.

So for the past month. I have been REALLY HAPPY! :D a greaaat start of the year thanks to mah Friends&Jayvin Maramba <3 LAHVES YOOOH GUYS! Well yeauh ive been through a lot of stress this past few weeks.I almost lost a bestfriend. My party is soo much stress. Im going through a financial crisist right now so pray fer me :] &school is just making it worse. Just read ashleys Blog..were going through the same shiiz right now. well just the last paragraph.

http://ashleyinocencio.blogspot.com/

Pretty Much! My mommmy found my REAL Daadddyy! Pretty intense and crazy right now but its all gewds.So YESTERDAY! I had a family thang and invited JAK'F&Kirstes (btw:HAPPY 3 MONTHS BESTFRANND!) and ashley was the only one that came with klarissa&Janella :] I LOVE YOU GUYS! Then someone effing surprised me which was like the THOUSAND surprise -.- well yeuah Jayvin was there and i was like what the FUREAAK!? but yeauh its all gewds. btw me and him are doing greeat now ;] we havent been having any problemos lately ! Cuz today ASHLEY accepted him x] im HAPPY as a HAPPY FACE! Oh yes BE JELOUS! :D alrights well yeauh im gunna go now! i think i updated enough.

Nights! :]

First Blog of 2oo9

2009-01-11T20:04:00.000-08:00

Im sorry i havent blogging. Ive been really busy with the new years :]
Everything been going great though. Like ive stook to ONE guy only. That guy is jayvin mikko manuel maramba <3 YEAUP! i chose him. I dropped all those guys.

Im ashamed of myself cause i alredy broke one of my new years resolution. But whatevs i can keep trying. Ive got ALL YEAR :] i honestly dont know what to say because i did NOTHING today haha. I just stayed home but im gunna blog more in the upcoming days but for now this shiiz is BORING! its cuz i have no life and i have nothing else to do but BLOG! But i did go to the beach yesterday :] and i have pics. But too lazy to upload them. hahaha

WORST BLOG EVER! goodnight :]

Merry Christmas Eve

2008-12-24T16:49:00.000-08:00

So its almost christmas. I love the holidays. And yes i am excited for tonight. I get to spend the day with the family. Then open presant on midnight. Tradition kinda thang. But for the past few days ive been trying to get an outfit for christmas but never found one. It sucks puet(butt). But its whatever. Atleast im excited.

So anyways, today i went to the ortho like at SEVEN in the DENG MORNING! Yea they did this stuff to my teeth to fix my over bite. (BLEH) and then they put on a new wire. and i got rubberbands. i look like poo. HAHA. i cant even smile. its horrible. So yea thats my morning.

Soooo to the interesting stuff....the BOYS. it is just not my month. well it is but just too many guys are like FLIRTING and i dont know who to pick and which one is just doing that so they can get a girl. I cant trust these guys.

Guy #1: So its been 5 days with him. I had fun last night with him. but a lot of things went up today. i heard a lot of things. Like i was soo wanted to talk to this boy and like "date" him. But, i dont know. things can change. but hopefully not.

Guy #2: Okay, so me&him ARE BLAAAHHH! He still has feelings for this one girl and i may still have feelings for him but its a maybe. IT SUCKS DAWG. Well i dont know. Well he still flirts. Well kinda and it just gets to me. And it sucks. Just like i said in my old blog about him. Well yea it sucks!!! -.- okay well thats him.

Guy #3: HE IS A FAG! WOOO! i hate him. to death. HAHA. yes i do :] but whatever.

lastly, JAKE. i swear STICK WITH ASHLEY! no joke! you fag!!!! freegiin tell her your deng answer already -.- GEEZ!!

okay BYE :] going to San diego tomorrow. so ill be posting up pictures later. Well when i have time haha.

love sucks. then you die.

2008-12-22T21:42:00.000-08:00

sooo life sucks. ive been stuck in love with a lot of shit right now. guy uno:hes a sweet guy he likes me but been only FOUR DAYS?! i mean kinda fast. i mean i wanna try him out as in try to talk to him and all but things went a little crazy this weekend with his "supposedly" his bestfriend. I dont know if theyre really best friends but yea. Well his suppose to be bestfriends cousin i think? or best friends bestfriends iuno but this other girl called me a slut and is all warning him cuz she thinks im gunna hurt him?! WHY THE FAUCK would i do that?! im not like that. hes a really nice person. And im gald that hes here for me when im sad, but i dont know if me and him should really be talking and if its the best for us.and talking about this...i needa call him WTH?! aha kaye. thats the problemo with him.guy numbero TWO: lets see me and him been kinda going on and off. Its been like what?1 SUX MONTHS that ive known him but never SAW HIM! wth?! i know right. stooopid. but hey! ITS SAFE. its a friends step broodah! so yea been six months. did all this shit for him and im the one that gets rejected. hes a tight guy. hes like the PERFECT guys for me. well i cant say perfect cuz no ones perfect. but hes MY TYPE. hes everything i wanted. i cant say hes the one but it feels like it. i cant say that i love him cuz i dont know how that feels. but to me my feelings for him are different than the way i feel for ANY OTHER GUY. things been going HELLA crazy between us. he moved on, so did i. but then it just goes back to me and him. I DO NOT KNOW WHY! but heres some pics that i did for him....it WAS on my profile but i took it offhe told me to put it on his and i did but he told me to take it off a couple minutes later. and i did. LIFE SUCKS without him. im thankful that i met him and all but UGH. me and him go like damn rollercosters!!! i thought that me and him talked shit out but i guess not! okay this is what was on our proifile...

BURRR....its cold.

2008-12-15T23:33:00.000-08:00

whatta day. its rainy! well no shiet. but i mean FAUCK DAWG! i wore my boots today and it was like SOAKED!But today mr.vamp was not here and i TOTALLY ignored Danielle. It was a horrifying day. but i mean like what happened during the weekend was pretty painful.
what happened during the weekend: i found out that my friends kept this SECRET from me. it was basically about me too! but whatever. we talked things out and im all good :] so yea. except GABE! seriously imma beat the shit outta him im hella pissed about the shit hes done ! just sick of it but i seriously miss someone right now he was the guy that would make me smile everyday no matter how sad/mad i was he kept a smile on my face. HE has my LOVE from now till the day i die. lol corny i know but he sed that to me and im saying it back :P

but ANYWHOO. Welcome back Rebecca Louise Soon<333
you have been missed for EVER. mucho love. EVERYONE.
anyone who KNOWS becca....

come if you can :] theres a typo..just bring $3 and we'll order pizza

fight.random.make ups.to advice!?

2008-12-13T00:11:00.001-08:00

fight:Why does he have to just bring her up all the time? Why cant you just keep it to yourself. I told you today that i love you and you dont do anything about it. i guess your still the same jerk, If you say that you wanna change why are you like still acting the same?! thats kinda stupid. if you wanna change then you have to do something about it. But if your not then thats kinda stupid. Well yea i dont wanna fight anymore.

random: i love how you randomly cmnted me that was cootes. i missed you hella lots. but just as a friend i dont like him or anything. just plain old weird if i did. i barely even know him. well actually kinda lol.

make ups: I love you! always and forever. im so glad that i found you. im in love with you. too bad you found your girrl already though. hopefully your happy with her though. she does make you smile and when you smile you make me the happiest person ever. So keep her. Today was just the day you made me smile. What you sed about me just made me blush like CRAZY. i miss you. and i wanna be with you <3

kuya advice: I never thought he would give such good advice when hes such a jerk to me at school but i love it. starting to have silly feelings for you again but i dont know where thats going to end up going again. dont wanna have that whole thing between us agin. but yea thanks for the advice. ill keep doing my tahng at school...JUST IGNORING YOU XD haha love you ku!

LADIES.
kirstieee: a day with kirstie is awesome :) i love her to death she is my bestfrand.
and she is actually spending the night right now and yeaaa...ashley&i introduced her to our friend judd and they make a wonderful couple x] im excited. hahaha
she has been going through tough times right now but she knows im always there for her :)

Erin Mendezzzz: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ASHLEY: TITA LOVES US!

JAK: love you guys

fliptards: jerks!!

underwear/boxers?!

2008-12-10T22:54:00.000-08:00

TODAY:I love how i was in P.E and we just finished running the mile and i was messing around and i accidentally pulled down his shorts. :( i felt kinda bad because guess what?! he did it back to me! It just went on and on today. GREEAAT. now what?! oh wells wish i had pictures for that one haha but yea it was a nice day. Today wasnt as crazy im amazed :)

YESTERDAY: so i went to a choir thing yesterday :) with my kirstie and it was FUNN!
loved the actors and errthang. i have picss :)

gettin ready :]

The show before the Show :]

The SHOW :]

Tryna do the umpa lumpa -_-

AfterSHOW :]
the end :]

SHIThead!

2008-12-07T19:50:00.000-08:00

im not as nervous as ashley is but HELL im soo pissed. i hate when he plays us girls. seriously! he dosent know how these girls feel! im the only one that knows what going on with these ladies. i wanna give up but i CANT! SERIOUSLY! fuck YALDA i hate her! well i cant say hate but i dont like her. shes nice and cool and all but shes fuken clueless. she thinks HE likes her! HE does but aint witchoo! HE DUMPED YO ASS! FUCK MAN! cant you understand that!? FUCK and dont gimme attitude like "does it really matter?" WTF!? yes it does betch! because he ASKED ME OUT! you whore! GAH you that clueless huh?! you cant trust a guy you barely fuken know! DONT go sayinga round hes the perfect guy for you!? well guess what?! hes not! well if you think a player and a MAN SLUT is a perfect guy for you well then go fer it! i just dont want you to be sad and upset! i know itll be hard but FAUCK youll be happier. you dont need a man in your life. i know i dont. im tryna stay away from him as possible but you know what!? i cant. he sits with me during lunch and i have 45 minutes with him STRAIGHT. P.E SUCKS! yes it does. and my friends are his friends so if i hang out with them hes there too! and when hes absent i fuken miss the shiet outta him. idk why but i do. YOU FUKEN HO! UGH. YOU TO GABE i hate the shiet outta you! your sucha player! i thought i can give you another shot cuz i thought you can be a guy that new how to treat a girl right well GUESS NOT! i gave you that lecture for nothin. NOTHING works for you huh! UGH. hate you soo much! get the fuck outta my life! but once your outta it im even more sad! UGH! i cant tell you to change. but all i can do it hope for the best huh? PLEASE. just PLEASE do this for me. if you really "liked" me for that long. BETCH!!! i still have hw SHIET! haha

happy birthday jake?

2008-12-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

WHAT A DAY! so yea pics are pretty much the thang.
OH ashley asked him out but only as a joke :]
and we met his fambam! theyre really cools :P
THE END :]
more happy pics will be posted up!

Happy days!

2008-12-02T20:37:00.000-08:00

Ive been having a GREEAT day :D
yes. i have. now that he hasnt been at school for 2 days. its been great but sometimes life without him is kinda boring. i mean like i miss him. It sucks! But oh wells. it dont matter anymore right? well yeaaah i dont know if i wanna be manager for basketball but yea i think i will. We'll see. :] MAAAN so im planning a pot luck new years eve party and yeaaa we'll see if i have it. OH and ashley lil surprise thang at schadow but i hope im not a freggin 3rd wheel man. it sucks puet! OH so i was in T.A right and i was printing out pics for myself. and i got cought and i got in trouble :[ haha but oh wells. HAHA. i just dont have to do it again. But yea ANYWHOOO....nothin special today. just the 2nd and its hella borang. well yea just updating crap cuz im bored haha OH YEA. so like i was freggin waiting for my ex to go to my school afterschool right cuz he always comes for bball practice for DBHS and i was like OMG waiting and he comes around 330 and i havent like stayed afterschool in a while and then i was waiting and i find out that he has practice at DBHS today ! NOT SPMS! that lil BETCH! i was soo mad. GAH effing ho. OH wells theres always tomorrow :] haha

loved much?

2008-12-01T19:36:00.000-08:00

so on ashleys blogspot i foudn this.....

Frances Beatrice Roldan: Hahah, yeah I bett you guys are saying 'WTF her !?' Well yeah, I'm thankful for her. She can give me alot of shit at once but it's whatever. I've learned to forgive her; I know where she's coming from & it's not an easy place to be. YEAH, she can be a REAL pain in the ass but I've taught myself to deal with it. She's been there though, like really. Even though, it was HER fault whatever. That was done and dealt with, its the past. You can't do anything about it. Thanks.

my reply...

ASHLEY Dangla Dinko Inocencio.
yesss i am thankful for you tooo. Weelll yea i am thankful that you have forgave me and i know that we have been through soo much! you know that i havent been a really good friend. BLAAAHHH i dont know what to say now lol. cuz like im on the fone with you anyways. hahaha....

well yeaaa GO READ HER BLOGSPOT.
ashleyinocencio.blogspot.com

sooo yeeaaaa i feel loved.
i LOVE my fellow friends...haha soo lame
First off, fliptards <33 , JAK F', bestfweend lindsey, &kirstiee :P
well yeaaa okay bye guys.

San Diego/wowowee x]

2008-11-30T23:26:00.001-08:00

SOOOOOOOO!!!!! i havent wrote in here for a while! but DOODE. a lot of shiiz been going on....
talk bout it another blogg :]] but for right now..i went to SD yesterday :] and i watched this funny filipino game show.
its called wowowee :P and yeaaa its pretty funny :D heres some shots :] with our view and crap.
and i sat in the back because my dad forgot about me -___- so he bought me late tickets and i ended up being in the back while he was in the FRONT. that lil nastay! so yea well sleepy...bye !

11/11? ears pierced? WHAA?!

2008-11-13T00:27:00.000-08:00

HOLAAA! my 11/11 did turn out pretty good. well yeaa...it was okay. so like me and jacob talked and we ended up getting int othis HUGE ass convo which i seriously dont wanna discuss right now so like yea... :] but we got it all talked out. And then i waited for my cousin danika to come over so we can go and chill and go to cue..all that girly stuff. then once we were about to leave ashley calls me to go chill and im like wel lim going to cue and they were like no dont go to cue blah blah blah! so i was like ehh okay...so i told em to pick me up at cue cuz i felt bad that danika paid her brother 50 bucks to go to my house when i was already gunna go pick her up later but iuno i guess not. i feel supper bad so i OWE HER BIGGY! and yea so we did go to cue and they picked me up at cue but me and danika were still able to take pics in booths. which was a good thang. then we dropped danika off but it seriously made no sense cuz we ended up going to puente hills mall and like it was a waste of gas..honestly haha but oh wells. then yea me and ashley went to the mall got a couple v-necks.then ashley wanted to get her ears pierced and i was like yea I KNOW me too! but like yea i was kinda scared to be honest. so yeaa we got our ears pierced the cartalage? is that how you spell it? haha iuno. but like yea thats what i got. ashley and i got 2 at once piercing on the same ear too! hahaha well yea sounds kinda stupid explaining it but when you like see it youll be like oh that coo! haha then yea ashley went to chill at mi casa then we walked to shadow and we see these fukin cholos i think and theyre smokin pot! and im like OH alriight! EW. it smells. and me and ashley just VAMOOSE! and leave! so yea then we went back to mah crib. then mom picked us up to go to my mamas house then she left. hahaha that was my day. WELL i had to get ready for school! UGH. so lame. hahaha
soo yeaa..that was my 11/11 and one of my wishes came true :]] but i am not saying what it was :] haha!

okay soooo today...i am mad at my mom :] and GABRIEL BROWN! OMG. he needs to just GO! uGH! haha well yeaa i ll just tell you bouts my mom :]] and why im mad then imma go bye bye :]

i know it might sound stupid but like its my life.
: so like i had this hip hop convention and it was my chance to get a scholarship but NOOOO.. my mom sed no for the first time so i was like FCK IT. so then today at dance my teacher got a scholorship and so did my friend alexa and like our studio got known for ONCE haha and so like yea she sed theres a next one and its on december and i would have to find out by next week if its fersher that i can do it. so then i asked my mom a couple minutes ago and she was like tell every detail BLAH BLAH BLAH and she was like NO and i was like MOM but this is my life you act like you dont want me to dance anymore and she was like im not saying that but a scholorship for what?! and i was like SO WHAT if i get one it'll show on my record and i can be in a REALLY GOOD college for dance and then she was like w/e BLAH BLAH BLAH! and i was like OMFG! so iuno what to do cuz this is MY CHANCE! cuz theres agents there and crap so yeaa our dance group can like actually well i cant say "famous" but really big you know!?

well yeaa..thats it..bye :]]]

love sucks.

2008-11-11T00:04:00.000-08:00

JACOB JOSEPH VELASCO DOMINGO sucks ass!!!!!
:'''''[
thats all i have to say for now :]
LONG STORY! bye!

5 minutes.

2008-10-17T09:03:00.000-07:00

alritees hahaa i got like 5 minutes to write this thing. so yeaa today is the football game and im kinda excited but iuno like i need someone to be with me :[ i needa find someone to go with ahha.
anywhoo well yeaa last night was a greeeat night x] i loved it!!!
but yeaa hopefully that guy comes cuz if not ill be sad :[ hahaha
but yea anywhoooo he sed he loved me yesterday but i mean we never seen eachother before ! i mean like cmom now!!! no need for that crap. oh wells.
i think he was lying anyways haha. My mom even knows about him but yeaa iuno if shes cool with it or what ha!
but yeaa i really have like 20 minutes left and i got the whole core to myself today haha but i only got like 2 minutes now cuz im going to the bathroom and meet up with my friend lauren and shes gunna do my hair and make up ahhaha. i know lame.
but i LOVE the way she does my hair and ERRTHANG! hahaha i hope she does good today and not mess up. :/ but i know she wont :] she did my eyeliner for like iuno 1 minute and it looked freggin good :]]]] well yea times up gtg!! i really have 1 minute but i needa walk there and crap still haha. BYEE!!!

been so long....

2008-10-14T12:25:00.000-07:00

OMG. ive been so busy. I never typed in here in like FOREVER!!! i miss it. haha
soooo hmmm when was like the last time i wrote up in here???? iuno but its been long. well lets do a little catching up since im in like my T.A period and they dont need help write now so like yea. Ive been doing good and for the friends...i lost one. i know its pretty sad. I hope i dont loose anymore :[
well yeaa thats whats been up for the friends. for the fellas? well hmmm...it is not going so good. :/ well nothing really is happening. I am single as they say :]] and im serious. I AM! haha but i do like someone but i dont know if i should even like them all cuz of what happened last night. it was a crazy night. soo INTENSE! yea i know. oh wells haha! >.<>familia <33>TOMORROWW!!! i am ditching! woot woot! lol yeaa im ditching school and going to go with my family to disneyland <33 i hope we have much funn!!! haha yeaup !
well yeaa thats whats up! OH and school. one word: HELL! i HATE it soooo much! oh well...i just have a loot of homework and dance is just making it worse. but thats not stopping me!! x] id you didnt know im in LOVE dance :]]] its my life !!! well yeaa the bells about to ring so im gunna go now!
ta ta for now!!! OHOH

im having a sleepover on november 8th tell me if you wanna go :]
adorie howard from like what elementary is gunna be there !!!

okay byeees!

<33>
Frances Roldan

eww...drama.

2008-09-30T12:19:00.000-07:00

Alrights, so i havent like wrote in here in like FOREVER so i decided to type this up during my T.A period :p alrights so like at _____ party there was just A LOT going on in just one day!! just sooo much ! i felt like going home but i thought i would regret it but i really didnt! it wa pretty gay and i think im loosing a friend. Which i dont think i actually KNOW i am. But idgaf no more. cuz im sick and tired of alla this BS! well yea..took out all my stress yesterday and this is a new day for me haha. But i feel bad cuz that person is like my carpool to school and home. So since my mother knows whats going on with me and her i feel bad for my mom cuz she has to find a new ride home and to school for me and it SUCKS. for her. but idk anymoree. :/ well yea i asked out ______ today and like well iuno i just kinda walked away. hahaha i didnt wanna hear an answer so i just left. Plus i had to go to a volleyball game and he had to go to detention. so IDGAF about that hahaha because i found someone.... ;] not new i used to like him before haha but i dont like him i just iunoo it'll get there. haha :P well yea....thats pretty much what happened to me yesterday. :]]

today: alriight i went to school at like 6:55 a.m today! But i saw my one and only BESTFRIEND, Lindsey <33 no homo. shes been my friend since like what 4th grade?! haha well yea she was there. Me and her havent really talked much this year and were starting too once again :]] soo! yea me and her talked and i was suppose to go to 0 period today but i just didnt feel like it haha. Lazy ME ! -___- oh wells. But yeaa then kristine came to school and me and her were just oh so chillen :] and thats my morning pretty much. Then i had my classes then MATH! which i had with "CNC" and like iuno i told him not to answer "the question"(will you be my boyfriend?) and he just said okay. I knew he was gunna say no so why waiste his time :P and plus he told everyone that he was trying to avoid me today to get outta the situation but nahh! iuno. But like yea i dont care. But during my math period. that was the MOST awkawardest math period ever ! i hated it! but oh wells :/ idc!We didnt even say a word to eachother...not a since "HAHA" not even a eye lock :/ iuno just felt soo weird. :[ But idc! im over it. But when the bell rang we both walked right next to eachother and he asked "why do you look so mad?" SHHHOOOT! i just walked away hahaha :p oh wells. But yeaup thats what happened sooo far. Well actually we had lunch and that was it hahaha and now im here :]] in my T.A period. BORED cuz all the teachers are at a meeting! -_____- i nako!

oh wells im just gunna go and READ!*no im not a bookworm(i actually hate reading)
i have to catch up on reading though. Or imma fail :[
soo yea catch up witcha latahh!!

<33 always,
frances

can you say crazy and wild?!

2008-09-25T21:49:00.000-07:00

Life been so HARD.
but its all goin out so well. :]
Today was pertay funny
we had late start and like ashley and i were late and just coughing around the campus!
but yea thats my day hahaha jk
and then like the whole day it was just a day hahaha but at LUNCH !
something went up!
everyone was telling christian to go kiss me cuz they were playing truth or dare and im like uhh NO!
hahaha but its all cool and then alla my friends were like you shoulda just kissed him and i was like uhh ill do it right now and they were like okay GO ! and os i kissed him on the CHEEK! no lips.
haha but ashey was like im not gunna let you go to my party unless you kiss him on the lips.
but me and him just sed we did but we really didnt and everyone found out we didnt so yeaa..but i hope ashley was just kidding haha.
But i tried and tried and he just kept avoiding me. hahah but its all good i didnt want to anyways.
OH WELLS! hahaha but like yea after school nothing really good happened just a meet at our school and like yea..haha i was texting him but like nothing happened hahaha.
well yea then i came home and YEA thats it :]]]

still sick though :[

another day.

2008-09-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

SO!!! hahaha today was like a roller coaster.
i was either sad,mad,happy,hyper,or just HELLA TIRED! hahaha so like day started off at school and uhhh nothing really happened but kleo told me something that christian told her. so i got curious and she ended up telling me and she sed, " i was talking to christian and he sed he would get with you but like....and i was like but? haha and he was like she has a nice body and al its just her face!" :O i was sooo PISSED! when he sed that. you have no idea how much that hurt me :[[[ but w/e hes just a guy!
hes not gunna turn me down on anyhting so like yea i wasnt really doing anything about it. Actually i told some friends and they bagged on him :PP woopsies! haha. I felt kinda bad though. OH wells hahaha. well yea thats what happened and i was thinking like if i should ask him or not. but IDK yet so dont be all freaking out over here. But yea that didnt make my day go down :]] i still put out that smile on ;p then afterschool we had a game vs. ROMONA mid-school and like yeaaa...of course the score was 3-0 so we WON!! yea thats right! hahhaha 2 games in a ROW! YEE CUH ! hahaha well thats what happened and then went to ashleys then went to dance till like what 930 and went home then found out that Brandon Estrada couldnt DJ for sat! i was soo mad! haha its okay. im tryna find another one hahaha alriites. well BYE :]] i gotta do HW now >:] ew!

PMSing...

2008-09-23T20:41:00.000-07:00

here comes another day at school. so boring. so it was just another day of school.
nothing new. haha well until after school i got so mad haha dont ask why!
i just was. it was a volleyball thing and like yea i just got mad.
well theres nothing really new hahaa but i really dont feel like typing today
il just type tomorrow during my T.A period buh byes :]]

goodbye daddy..its just me and you mommy!

2008-09-22T22:13:00.000-07:00

Well here goes another day of my life of living hell! :P joke lang. well okay today was ALL GOD at school but at home purtayy sad :[ well anywhoo!!! My day started as a good start ahaha iuno what to say about it. Well it just felt like school until 6th period. I had social studies and Danielle, Kristen, and this guy named Marcus is in our table group and like we had soo much fun today. We were taking videos in class and my teacher didnt notice a thing! haha pretty funny. Then 10 minutes before school ended we had to leave early because we had a volleyball game(away game) at SUZANNE! Once we got there i thought that i wouldnt be as focused cuz i knew a lotta people that we there so like yea. But once the game started, we wont the first then the second..then THE LAST one was pretty CRAZY we were loosing but we got them points back from them and WON! wooo! what a great game :P But there was the MEAN ass girl that i did not LIKE! she thought she was all that but i didnt know what her name was hahaha. :P Well yea then once we were done we cheered on the 7th graders and they lost :[ but whatever its okay. maybe next game :]]] so while we were cheering them on we were like all buying popsicles haha and just ate! i was sooo HUNGRYY! well yea and then we went on the bus back home and the whol volleyball team were just singing up some random songs haha pertay funnay :P So once we got to school everything was all locked up ! so we went through teen scene haha! so it was me ashley kristine jesslyn and hassanah and we were just so HYPE! haha pretty funny. Then jesslyn and kristine left. So it was just the 3 of us and me and ashley were just bustin out some jokes hahaha.....

NOTE FOR ASHLEY: ALING A LING A LING !AHEEHEE!!!!

okay im done ! haha

HOME: so yeaa...i went home and i fell asleep while my parents were talking to josh about the divorce -___- then it was goodbye :[[[ i went to go hug my daddy! i didnt wanna let go :[ but he sed his goodbyes and so did i. I terrebly miss him right now!
I left went to my new home and unpacked some more and it was pretty good.. :]

but i still mis my daddy.

well anywhoo...i gtg my mommy wants me to sleep with her because shes not used to it yet :/
more things happened but thats just confedential ;]
so yea goodnights everyone !!!

MOTE TO DADDY: i miss you terrebly and i love you OH SOO MUCH! and you will never be replaced and you will always be my pops/papi/daddy/padre/DAD!!! <333

goodbye dads side :[

2008-09-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

Hellooo...so today was sad depressing day :[ so when i woke up my mom asked me if i wanted to go to the other house to unpack some more and i said no. then i got a phone call...it was my mom -___- she asked if i wanted to go out to eat so i said sure why nots?! and we ate at CPK and had a great time and then after that she forced me to go unpack some more and alla that so i did :/ Hours later, my mom told me we had to go because we were going to eat at the boiling crab with my daddy and lil hobro <33 we had a GREAT time but my dad mentioned that it was a farewell dinner and thats what spoiled it :[ but whatever its cool. When we were done i wanted to go in the car with my dad and drive home with him. It was only me and him in the car :P My dad explained to me why i couldnt stay with him every other week (too much to explain). well anywhoo he told me that and told me how much i meant to him as being his daughter....and talked to me about my familia...(brothers and sistahhh!) He said that they loved me oh so mucho! and how much they cared for me. Also how much theyve been through for me :]] and that just made me cry the whole damn ride home (happy tears) he told me about my brother....christian(ian) because i wanted his stereo and he wouldnt let ANYONE have it because it meant the WORLD to him and alla that until my dad told him that i liked it. Then my brother said ill let her have it. and i wanna thank him SOO MUCH! <3333 then he told me about my oldest brother(mark) and how he was the FIRST person to look for once my dad came into that door of the party yesterday. He was LOOKING for me FIRST! and him and i just had a conversation on how much he loved me as well and that the brothers never forgot about me and never WILL! (more happy tears) hahaha well yea and i wanna thank ASHLEY INOCENCIO for being there for me and making me smile...no homo. I love her to DEATH and shes such a good fiend to me....i wants you to know that i wi ll always be there for you no matter how much you wanna hit me AHEEHEE! i will still be there for you no matter what :] because thats what true friends do and i wanna show you how much of a friend i can be :]]]] So yea thats my little shout out to ashley :]]] hahaha well anywhooo...my day hasnt ended yet but this is just all i needa type up in here. right now my moms packing up and cleaning up a lil more and for me....just thanking everyone thats here for me i LOVE you guys soo much !!!! Bye for nows :]]]

its a packing day

2008-09-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

okay so today....i asked my mom if i could go to St.christophers with ashley and a couple of friends but NOO! my mom said that i had to go pack today to move and i was really sad. :[ well anyways when i got home i started packing but i was on the computer at the same time hahaha and like yea. Then i get an IM from my kneece and asked me why i wasnt with her right now because the WHOLE family was over wherever she was at and i said i was packing. but the thing was that i didnt even know that there was gunna be a litlle family gathering :[ my mom never told me and it got me kinda mad. i felt out of the picture it felt like i was already not part of this family. But whatever...so after i was all done packing my mom picked me up and took me to the other house to UNPACK all my stuff -__- so gay. and i did unpack everything and like i threw all my stuff everywhere! so i really didnt do anything to my room. But hopefully ashley can come over on monday or tomorrow to help me out :[ but we'll see what happens. Well after that my mom said that we had to go home and we went home and i went to go chat for a bit and then at 10ish i called christian and we ended up talking till like what? 12?! yeaa 12 -__- and he told me he liked someone but i dont know who it is and i STILL dont know :[ makes me really verberly angry! hahaha and fustrated. i nako! oh wells. anyways tomorrows the big day! im moving.. well iuno yet we'll see

First Blog&total disaster.

2008-09-19T20:24:00.000-07:00

This is my first Blog :] haha

today was a CRAZY day! so much just happened in just a day.
well not really ahhaha so like okay this is what happened.....so yesterday i confronted vanessa and told her off cuz i thought she wrote something bad about me! BUT. we got sent into the office and got a whole talking to! and mr.johnson asked me what happened so i told her, so he gave me and her alone time to talk and we both agreed that it was stupid for me and her to fight and then vanessa and i told eachother that we were over christian. because, that was basically why we were fighting and it was hella gay! and we told heachother how christian hurt us and everything and so we decided to get him back and we werent suppose to tell ANYONE! the plan was that we would just keep flirting and flirting and type him up a letter and send it as anonymous. so TODAY. everything just went WAY out of hand :/ okay so today in the morning i gave kristine the note to give him and she never did so i told his friend to give it to him and he did. At lunch everyone was asking for the note but no one knew he just showed it and people just went on and read it. i got so mad so i just acted like vanessa wrote it and he "knew" it was me so like i just got mad and yea i acted like that and i told vanessa to start acting like that and she did. and he said that he knew that me and her are just doing this but he didnt know why. All he said is that cassi told him andit got me and her mad that cassi told us. Vanessa and i got so mad that we walked away from christian and just told cassi off and i felt kinda bad cuz she was already crying and we made it even worse. So we just decided to just drop this bullshit and just move on. But before doing that we gotta do the rights and apolagize to everyone that we got mad at and all of that. So first person was christian and we told him sorry but ashley -__- was kinda getting a lil too crazy because she kept bothering christian when she knew i had to talk to him about something. Especially in private. and me and vanessa kinda got annoyed and i dont know about him but it sure seemed like he did. So we sed sorry and he was cool with it. by the end of time , the bell rang so we didnt get to say sorry to cassi. but at the end of the day i went to her and told her i was sorry. which i thought was pretty heart touching haha. well yea then after school i was at school till like about 4 and i ended up having james hat for the weekend and i kinda feel bad that i have it now cuz he really wanted it back. But yea i have it and i went to ashleys house and we went to cherry on top and burger king to visit ate laiza :] and i miss her so mucho! so i went to surprise her :] she didnt look that happy hahaha cuz she said that she was hella tired :[ i felt kinda bad. so yea after that i took ashley to klarissas house then i went home and i took a nap when i was suppose to pack :[ to move. and i didnt hahaha woops. well anyways yea i took like a 2 hour nap and a phone call woke me up -___- and i picked up and it was CHRISTIAN! i was surprised hahaha but like yea it was him and he asked me if i liked Kaelan and im like WTF?! dosent he know that i like him! woow. well yea i was kinda mad. but w/e then he hung up and called me back and i told him i would call him back so i did and then he hung up and then i called again and his cousin picked up and i talked to her and christian told me to call him at 10 and like right now its like almost 9 so and hour left haha. well yea thats it for right now. :]