its a packing day

okay so today....i asked my mom if i could go to St.christophers with ashley and a couple of friends but NOO! my mom said that i had to go pack today to move and i was really sad. :[ well anyways when i got home i started packing but i was on the computer at the same time hahaha and like yea. Then i get an IM from my kneece and asked me why i wasnt with her right now because the WHOLE family was over wherever she was at and i said i was packing. but the thing was that i didnt even know that there was gunna be a litlle family gathering :[ my mom never told me and it got me kinda mad. i felt out of the picture it felt like i was already not part of this family. But whatever...so after i was all done packing my mom picked me up and took me to the other house to UNPACK all my stuff -__- so gay. and i did unpack everything and like i threw all my stuff everywhere! so i really didnt do anything to my room. But hopefully ashley can come over on monday or tomorrow to help me out :[ but we'll see what happens. Well after that my mom said that we had to go home and we went home and i went to go chat for a bit and then at 10ish i called christian and we ended up talking till like what? 12?! yeaa 12 -__- and he told me he liked someone but i dont know who it is and i STILL dont know :[ makes me really verberly angry! hahaha and fustrated. i nako! oh wells. anyways tomorrows the big day! im moving.. well iuno yet we'll see