love sucks. then you die.

sooo life sucks. ive been stuck in love with a lot of shit right now. guy uno:hes a sweet guy he likes me but been only FOUR DAYS?! i mean kinda fast. i mean i wanna try him out as in try to talk to him and all but things went a little crazy this weekend with his "supposedly" his bestfriend. I dont know if theyre really best friends but yea. Well his suppose to be bestfriends cousin i think? or best friends bestfriends iuno but this other girl called me a slut and is all warning him cuz she thinks im gunna hurt him?! WHY THE FAUCK would i do that?! im not like that. hes a really nice person. And im gald that hes here for me when im sad, but i dont know if me and him should really be talking and if its the best for us.and talking about this...i needa call him WTH?! aha kaye. thats the problemo with him.guy numbero TWO: lets see me and him been kinda going on and off. Its been like what?1 SUX MONTHS that ive known him but never SAW HIM! wth?! i know right. stooopid. but hey! ITS SAFE. its a friends step broodah! so yea been six months. did all this shit for him and im the one that gets rejected. hes a tight guy. hes like the PERFECT guys for me. well i cant say perfect cuz no ones perfect. but hes MY TYPE. hes everything i wanted. i cant say hes the one but it feels like it. i cant say that i love him cuz i dont know how that feels. but to me my feelings for him are different than the way i feel for ANY OTHER GUY. things been going HELLA crazy between us. he moved on, so did i. but then it just goes back to me and him. I DO NOT KNOW WHY! but heres some pics that i did for him....it WAS on my profile but i took it offhe told me to put it on his and i did but he told me to take it off a couple minutes later. and i did. LIFE SUCKS without him. im thankful that i met him and all but UGH. me and him go like damn rollercosters!!! i thought that me and him talked shit out but i guess not! okay this is what was on our proifile...