Alrights sooo what a day!! It all comes down to a break up, fights, and the make ups. SO ON&so ON! Lets start off with the BREAK UPS.
Girl its okay even though i JUST found out. But i mean he did really prove to you that he loves you yaknow? He does want you back. If he didnt really love you then he wouldnt want you back right? you get me? Alrights fasho. i love you. your friends love you. EVERYONE loves you :] just do whatever makes you happy :]
Fights: Why is everyone fighting these days?!The people that i thought that can last fer soo long just end up in the trash. These people look really happy to me. But when i hear them updates they arent as happy as i thought. What is this "fighting season?!" I hope not Because i dont wanna end up having a emo party where everyones all sad! Like CMON NOW! I just almost had a fight with him last night. We tried to avoid it we had our tears and the yelling. But hey we got over it! Hope to never fight again :] But hey im over it. Hope you guys can talk it over and i pray that everythings gunna be ALRIGHTS! :D Thats because i love you guys :]
make-ups: i love you to DEATH girl. But things still feel a lil awkward. But hey ashley sed, "it'll wear off." but are you sure about this? I mean we both dont wanna loose eachother. Ew...i sound like im with you. HAHA but im serious we went through all this shit. Its not because of her. Its because the fact that you seemed like you didnt care. Didnt show that you loved me as a bestfriend.yanaawwwmeeen? I gave you another chance to prove yourself. But when i finally told you how i felt and just cried for hours knowing the fact that your still doing it. You finally realize how much our friendship was worth. But now it dosent even feel like a friendship to me. I feel like were just those two people that had a past and that just cant relive it. i thought we had a friendship not even a friendship; a relationship. if you dont know what i mean about that i mean to say i thought we had something closer than a friendship. I thought we were like sisters. but i just thought wrong. I thought you were someone i can trust but you go around prolly telling other people. I show you something and tell you to keep it and you end up showing it to other people. You try to lie about it but i know the truth. How can i ever trust you again after you did that too? I rold you in the note that shes prolly gunna read it cuz your gunna show her and guess what?! i was right. but you tries to hide it from me and keep it a lie. But nah man she told me. Thats just messed up. This is another reason why i cant be your bestfriend. but yaknow? i think the best fer us right now is just to be friends and see how it goes. I know you already realized what youve done. Now all you gotta do is just prove to me that this wont happen again. This is the second chance im giving you. Dont screw this one up. Thanks.
&the so ons: Girrrl i know your gunna read this cuz i told you to but HEY! I honestly dont even think that she deserves to be treated like this. She really dosent. I know the pics are like bothering you but Hey! I mean this is life. We have to go through it. He prolly really loves her to not let her go. They have been going through a lot of shiizz. About the 9month thang. I know it sucks but hey! if she really dosent care. She isnt a realy friend. She dosent do shit anymore. If she dosent do shit then why even waste your time on her? To be honest...dont love the people who dont love you back.&when the time comes that she realizes that she made a mistake of forgetting you guys. Thats when you talk things out. Let her come to you. If she never does then thats how you know she really honestly dosent care anymore. I know she just ditches my party for other shiz like that one girl. Even though she sees her everyday but i guess shes tryna forget us iuno but im kinda sick of it too. For right now im just gunna ignore it. Alrights take care. I lavas yoohs! ;]
Today:DOODE! i have to think this through. Do i love him? Is it time? I think its _____. dont ya think? (sorry i have to block it cause i know hes gunna read this) so anyways, i like him but do i like him enough to love him now? To even be with him? I know i wanna be with him but i get second thoughts sometimes. I dont even know anymore. I am happy with him but sometimes i just feel like maybe hes happier with someone else. Me&him are prolly gunna have a lil phone convo about this. Then yeauh. but its whatever. I can go through it. Hes gunna ask me questions where im gunna have to think about fer HOURS. soo im just gunna tell the WHOLE cyberspace how i feel about yo puets. Okay i like you babe. CHILL! Stop worrying about me. This is just how i feel at times. I wanna be with you but ive been single fer so long and im enjoying it. I just dont know if im ready to be taken again. I like dating. Its fun! But am i ready to be your girlfriend? I have to wait up fer your ass for four more months&iuno if i can be that patient with you. You are worth waiting for but the thing is that i dont know if i can wait that long. Its okayes. We'll talk it out. We always do anyways ! Okay thats it. Anyone got a valentine? I donts sooo if anyone is up fer a valentine. Im free! hahaha :]
Alrights im done. Goodnights guys! :]
Frances Roldan
