Is it gunna be like this all the time?

Today wasnt so great. So i was all excited cuz jayvin could go out to dinner with me and all that. But in the middle of the day he sed he couldnt anymore cuz his mommy. So yeuah then all this stuff happened. I sed all this stuff that i didnt even mean and i really didnt. I may have meant some stuff but they werent Completely TrUE. we were in the merge of breaking up. Which i didnt want to happen. I was like literally crying after school. So much stuff. So yeauh then i went to my lil cousins doctor appointment. and she was limping the whole day.:/ poor cousin. Hope you feel better my love. Then i saw LAIZA!!! my KHOUSIN!!!!! i miss that chick. So yeauh then we went to boiling crab. BOMB ass shiiz ever :] she made my day a lot better. I think the shrimp and the fries mended my lil broken heart :P haha so yeauh then just went to the block and we saw a free ticket to see miss march. So yeuah. WE found it on the floor actually but we couldnt get another ticket cuz my cousin didnt even have her i.d so yeauh. Sucks we tried to sell it but we didnt :/ lame rights. So yeauh thats what happened and then yeauh. We just went shopping and i still wanna get my bathing suit for next saturday! im soo excited for some LONG BEACH!!! teehee. so yeuah then me and jayvin were okay we just let go of the subject. then yeauh its all gravy now. Until tomorrow. Were gunna have the "talk" so yeauh thats it. Now im here. Im talking to him on the fone now and yeuah. NIGHTS <3