"I miss my #1 BestFriend! I know me and you been going through so much. I made my MISTAKES and obviously you have too. But were teaching eachother about how to be a bestfriend. We can teach eachother. But right now weve kinda been going on a "break" i guess. I miss random hangouts. I miss you calling my name across the halls. I miss inside jokes. I miss making new nicknames. I miss being there for you. I miss laughing and making jokes with you. I miss makeovers then taking ohhglay pics. I miss taking pics. I miss venting. I miss starbucks time. I miss HANGING with you. iMISSEVERYTHING! I miss you SOOOO MUCH! Can we just have those times just like the old days :[ cuz i truly miss you kirsten gavina"
So this is gunna be all about you! Because this is how much im pretty much desperate and cant even help not being your friend anymore. I know i told you that i didnt wanna be your friend anymore but that was because i just couldnt accept the fact that you and ashley became sooo CLOSE and you were going onto a NEW bestfriend. And im not your first bestfriend either. You were hopping to a bestfriend to another. If you havent noticed. Think bout all your close friends you had this past year. But im not gunna let you become a bestfriend hopper anymore you needa choose who your friends are my dear. Its 8th grade. and were moving onto high school. Oh and that phrase something like all these people come into your life and you chose who to go who to stay and who you try to keep. Something like that? its in our 7th grade yearbook lmao. But yeauh your a friend im tryna keep IN my life. you really made a HUGE impact in my life. So has other people. But you,ashley,&jaben were the ones who made the biggest ones. &im tryna keep all three of you guys into it. But its kinda hard. ESPECIALLY ashley. But you cmon i miss everything. Right now were trying to become bestfriends again but we cant just become bestfriends like in an INSTANT. like a bestfriend is something that just grows. yaknow? well yeauh. i just wanted to say thank you for everything. I know i have made my mistakes and you have made yours but. im here to post this for you and tell you that i really miss you that im actually crying. hahaha and that im making a video fer you :] thats because iloveyou and always will no matter WHAT! okay? Even though you hate me i got yo name on my wall. lmao. But yeauh iloveyou. ill send you the video after :] kaye? buhyeee! LMAO